HER world

2011-08-30T00:01:00.002+08:00

Waaaahhhhhhh.... Its been ages... Hahaha.... What's new?? A LOT!!!

Soo.. I've graduated from NTU... I'm officially a degree holder now... I've started working.. Contract teaching at Qihua Primary.. I shall not say anything about it here... Haha.. So.. Basically... Life is just different now.. Hmm... I don't know if it's a positive difference or a negative one.. But i shall be opimistic and see it as a positive one.. I'm still learning.. Trying to improve myself.. Trying to cope with all this changes with a positive attitude.. I'm trying my very best to help the kids.. I'm still in the phase of finding the best way to reach out to them.. InsyaAllah all will be well.. =)

I am freaking going to The SHINee World Concert on the 10th Sept!! Woohoo!! Sexcited much!! Hehehe..

Aaaaannnddddd....

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENDS!! =)

2011-05-27T02:29:00.002+08:00

Ola!!

I'm finally done with school.. I've gotten a job which have not started yet so i'm still with Kumon... I'm glad that i'll be earning my own proper pay soon... But at the same time i dun really feel ready to let go of the life i'm living right now... Hmm... Being a full-time student.. Volunteering at Blk D.. Working at Kumon.. Not having to worry about finance... But i guess nothing is constant in life... Hmmm...

I will miss work at Kumon and volunteering at blk D... Of course i'll miss the ppl i work with and my fellow volunteers... But is it bad of me if i say that i'll miss the kids and the boys more?? Eeekkk... The kids are funny.. They are cute.. Some are damn irritating i could just smack them... But still at times they can just make you laugh and smile... And my boys... Dun even get me started... They are crazy and annoying but fun to be with and will just make you laugh every single session... I'm looking forward to the camp in June... My supposedly last camp.. I dunno if i'll still be joining after i graduate.. Maybe yes.. Maybe no.. I dunno... But i'll just make the best out of every opportunity i have... =)

I'm so free now that i always can find random stuff to do online... Which will end up with me being nagged at... Heh... I should cut down seriously.. Oh! To do list this holiday... Learn to cook!!! Seriously need to do that man.. I've been putting it off for too long alr.. Gaaahhhh...

Ok bye.. Need.To.Sleep!

Before i leave...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SISTER!!! Big sister birthday today siaaa... Hahaha... Be good and make right decisions... Make sure you think before you do anything... Being a teen you are now.. Just make sure you enjoy teenage life without breaking any rules ok... Heh heh heh.. And... Erm.. I love you..........

Ok bye!

2011-05-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

I'm like freaking done with finals... So that means i'm ike done with NTU life.. Whoa... 4 years zoom by so fast... While i was living through those 4 years it does seem pretty draggy... But now that it's actually really over... I felt like it was just awhile ago that i first entered uni... I wont exactly miss it.. Except my cca... Haha.. Other than that and my friends... I wont really miss anything in uni.. Sad, i know.. I'm just too anti-social i guess.. =p

This sem, i was the most hardworking out of the whole of my 4 years i swear.. I'm not sure how my results would turn out to be.. I did my best i guess... Although i'm not that confident about it... But i guess it'll be ok?? InsyaAllah... I'll just leave it in HIS hands now... Amin...

Soon, a new chapter will unfold... Excited yet scared... I'll just pray for the best and give it all i can.. =)

On a much much much lighter note... HOLIDAYS ARE FREAKING HERE!!!!! Woohooo.... Meeting the gfs tmr for dinner and hangout session... Gosh i really miss those girls... Its been ages since we met up... =( Sooo can't wait for tmr... =)

Aaaaaannnnddddd... USS with my bitches soon bebeh... Uh-huh... I am just so excited for that.. =D

I told myself i will go to sleep straight after i get back from work cos i've been so super tired since last week.. I've been mugging since last, last weekend la.. But i guess tumblr and Minho and criminal minds just can't let go of me.. Wahahaha... Ok back to my current addiction..

Let's end with a song from 2NE1...

BABY I'M SO LONELY, LONELY LONELY LONELY LONELY~~~

Hahahahaha... No i'm not lonely.. Not really... Wahahahaha... With all these people around me.. I'm just contented.. *hugeassgrin* Hehehe...

Annyeong!! Goodnight!!

2011-05-04T17:45:00.002+08:00

다음 주 목요일 빨리 와!!!!!

Mugging mugging mugging everyday... I'm tired and sick of it... But i cant stop... I just need to go on until its all really over.. Then it'll really be over for awhile... But for now i shall endure... But but but.. The fact that there's nothing to munch in the kitchen is driving me crazy... Why did i decide to just stay at home and not just go out to study even if i'll be alone... Waeyo??? Tsk!!

Ok bye... Wish me luck everyone... Pray for me... This is my last lap..

Ok bye...

2011-04-24T23:32:00.002+08:00

Ola... Hahaha.. Gosh its been long since i updated.. Too caught up with Tumblr la.. =p

Sooooo... What shall i talk about tonight?? My loves!!! =D

Who are they?? My cuzzies (plus my siblings and partners)!!! Hahahaha... I've been meeting them for dunno how many weekends already... At times we would just meet up and do nothing but sit and bitch and laugh at old jokes and incident which never gets boring.. LOL!! And i'm loving it!!! =D Plus we're whatsapp-ing each other like nobody's business... And i tell you.. When they spam, they REALLY spam!!!! When they start talking, my phone wont stop beeping for very VERY long... Hahahaha.... My cousins are the best i tell you... AND I LOVE THEM TO THE CORE!!!! You bitches never fail to make me laugh and forget all the worries there are in my life... LOOOOOVVVVEEEEEE you bitches a lot!!! <3

I was reading the tags on the tagboard of the Blk D blog.... Amazing how people are commenting and finding that the blog is inspiring... I dunno who they are or how they got to know about the blog... But i truly appreciate it.. =) And reading the posts by the juniors seeing how they are enjoying sessions and feel the same way that i do when i go for sessions... Its just heartwarming.. =) I really hope i can be a part of Blk D like forever... Hahahaha.... But i know its not possible... Things will come to an end... I just hope it wont be this soon... Hmmm... I didnt go for the last session the other day... Damn sad... But i guess i'll meet them boys during camp... Or when session resumes.. Whichever comes first... Heh...

Ok shall update some more if i have the inspiration... Wahahaha...

여러분!! 안녕!!

Yeorobun!! Annyeong!!! =D

2011-03-25T00:23:00.002+08:00

I miss session... Didnt go today because I had to work... Me, being the nice me, sacrificed my destress session with my boys because there was a short of staff tonight... Bleargh! This MIGHT BE my last sem going for sessions.... I dont know how it will be if i have to stop going for sessions... Seriously, I will miss it sooo super bad... I know i should not get too attached to the boys.. But what can i do if i really do care for them and want them to just turn out to be the best of person that they can be... When i read some of the posts on the Blk D blog that the juniors posted, i felt really happy and proud... Its a good feeling when you know that the juniors also feel the way you do.. How you just dont want to miss session because of the boys... When the boys ask for you when you are not around... You just feel appreciated...

Sometimes i just wish i could do more to help... But they have to help themselves first... I feel really proud of them when they overcome their laziness and their friends' teasing and make the effort to actually study every week when they meet us... I hope they will actually become more hardworking and do more revisions and not only homeworks... Haha... Aaaaaahhhhh... I miss those buggers and their silliness.... Haihhh... Looking forward to next Thurs....

Have i ever mention before that Thursday is my favourite day of the week?? Mainly because i start lesson in the afternoon... And the only lesson for that day is Korean... Plus there's session on that day... Although i have to go back and forth admiralty and jurong since i have to work in between school and session, i dun mind... Cos its just a wonderful day... Hahaha.... Thursdays should always come fast because it means weekends are coming... =) And right now... Its already Friday!!! =D

Meeting up with the cuzzies on saturday, insyaAllah.... Its gonna be good weekend... Let's just believe that even when the weekend is not here yet.... Well, meeting up with those lovely 'bitches' will always make the weekend a good one... =) Plus, there's no upcoming test that i need to mug for... Good weekend coming right up.. Hehe..

Talking about tests, a note to self... Please do not be too slack... Buck up!! Last semester already... Give it your all... InsyaAllah... =) Hee...

Ok goodnight everyone... Hope your weekend will be good too... =)

2011-03-04T21:19:00.002+08:00

안녕 everybody!!! =)

Hello hello~~ Jamshi yeagi hallaeyo~~ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ......

Ok Sorry... I have korean listening on Monday so i'm trying to fill up my head with the korean vocabs that i need... Oh wait.. Is there still anyone reading this?? Haha.. I kinda doubt so.. So it doesnt matter if people dun understand... But if you are reading this and you're in doubt.... Ask google! Wahahaha...

Anyhoos.. I have been busy these past few weeks... Exhausting....

Ok wait the washing machine is calling me...

Oh crap.. Did mama say 2 or 3 cups of softener?? I happily put in 3... Hahahaha.... Ottoke???

Ok now i totally forgot what i wanted to say...

Erm..

Ermm..

Ermmm..

Oh ya... I am freaking graduating this year!!! Which means i need to find a job... Went for an interview just now... I think i was seriously shivering due to nervousness in there... Cant really tell if i did well or not... Hopefully i can get good news.. Else, i need to face more interviews... I shall just... Tawakal now....

I want the end of next week to come fast so i can go on a holiday and enjoy recess week... Ok not really cos i have another midterm after recess week.. But if the end of next week come too fast i wont be ready for my 455 midterm... Urgh... Since i have so many things that i still need to study.. Plus tutorials to do... Why am i still blogging again???

Gaaaaahhhhh!!!!!

안녕!!! 주말 잘 보내세요!!

Annyong!! Have a good weekend!! =)

2011-02-14T01:36:00.001+08:00

Have you ever had a week where there was a lot going on - mentally, physically and emotionally but still at the end of it all everything gets done and you get that sense of accomplishment?? Well, this week was it for me..

There was school, work, cca, tutoring the brother and his gf, and most importantly having a life.. Haha.. Throughout this week i was stressed, tired, emofied till i cried cos of the slightest thing, felt super alone, happy, and even went crazy with the ppl i love.. The best part about this week is that amidst all that was happening, at the end of it all, i managed to complete all the work that needed to be done.. At work, all folders were marked, none left.. And all my tutorials and homework that needed to be done was completed.. Even managed to memorize my korean vocab.. =)

Studied with wifey at starbucks today.. We managed to complete so much work.. It really left us feeling satisfied.. Its been awhile since i had this feeling.. I hope this sem will be a better one.. InsyaAllah.. That satisfied feeling just made me forget the emoness and tiredness of this week.. Hope that we can do this every week and keep the momentum going.. I got 4 papers in 3 days for finals.. So i really have to be consistent.. Hope 2011 will be a good year since i'll be entering working life soon.. Hmm... InsyaAllah.. =)

2011-01-21T21:05:00.002+08:00

School is starting next week!!!! Haihhh... So fast... Holidays almost over... And guess what.. I am sick.. -.- Start of holidays, sick... Now end of holidays, also sick... Haha.. Ok not complaining.. Just find it weird... Maybe i'm allergic to school or something... And exams... Haha...

Ok so, i'll be taking Korean this sem... And i need another elective... Should i take Spanish, another language, or some other science module??? Argh... I need to decide fast so that i can play fastest finger first when add/drop period starts... Ottoke??? Haihhh... Haven start school need to think so much alr.. Pfft...

Oh ya... Ytd was the start of session... Omg.. I missed my boys you know.. And ytd was a great catch up session... Had fun playing the game being conducted.. The boys are super pro i tell you... Hahaha.. My team won because of them.. Us volunteers were slower then them in solving the puzzle... Haha... I dont know how it'll be like once i graduate... Can i just continue going for sessions??? Hahaha...

Ok bye... Will be enjoying the last weekend of the holidays... But ah... CNY coming... So there'll be another super short holiday coming up... Weee.... Haha... Enjoy the weekend everybody!! =)

2011-01-18T00:27:00.002+08:00

OOOHHHMMMMMZZZZZZZ..... Results are out.... Just one word... RELIEVED!! Its not really awesome... But seriously i'm thankful.. Alhamdulillah.... HE is awesome!!! Thanks for listening to my prayers... HE just NEVER desert me... And i'm really REALLY thankful for that... Everything i have is thanks to HIM... So i'm just thankful.. =)

Aaaahhhhhh... Now to get ready for the start of the new sem.. The last sem... One more week to go... Shall enjoy the last bit of my holidays... Haha...

Had a shopping date with Ruzaina on Sat... Didnt shop much... But that woman ah... Hahaha.... I dont care... I'll still consider you shopped super a lot... =p Lets go again so i can find more new outfits.. Haha... But ah... I think in the end you'll still shop more then me... =p

2011-01-08T18:12:00.003+08:00

So, how has the new year been for all of you?? It has been great for me.. Haha.. Not all the time... But mostly it has been fine.. BUT... I wonder why work seems to be super busy these days.. Cant stand it i tell you... One by one the students keep coming... And at one shot around 2-3 students come to me... How to handle like that you tell me.. -.- Plus, the amount of folders to be marked... Seriously a lot.. And I tell you, one folder can even have about 5-6 worksheets, each with 10 pages... Can kill us all already i tell you.. Ok la wont kill la.. Hahaha....

Oooohhhh... Have i told you of my new year celebrations??? Fun fun and more fun!!! Hahaha.... Went to Marina Barrage for a picnic in the late afternoon.. Was supposed to fly kite... But there were super a lot of people playing kites already... So we just decided to have a non-stop munching picnic together... =D Hahaha... Fireworks was nice... Not really awesome... Just nice.. =) We stayed out the whole night cos we wanted to have Macs breakfast.. Hahaha.. Zonked out once we reached home..

Ok not really.. Haha... Cos i was entertaining someone's smses that morning... So i only fell asleep at around 9 plus.. -.-

Anyways... 2010 ended awesomely... With Blk D camp being so awesome... And countdown with the cuzzies... 2011 started amazingly... Hahaha... Hope the amazingness continues... And I hope i'll get the electives that i put on waitlist... So far timetable looks good.. Haha... One more sem to go bebeh... But theeeeennnn.... Need to start looking for a job.. Bummer...

Oh oh oh.... I'm High High on GTOP's songs.. Oh Yeah! Hahaha... A complete Knock Out... =p Put your hands in the air put your hands in the air, say, YEAH!!!!! *jumps around* HAHAHAHA...

Ok bye.. =D

2010-12-30T23:27:00.004+08:00

Got back from camp this morning... Was seriously damn tired... With all the games and having to control the boys and being attacked by dozens of waterbombs and not being able to sleep soundly... Really super tiring... BUT!!!! It was all worth it.. =) Really enjoyed myself.. My Rooney boys are amazing... We rock at all the sports games I tell you... We won 6 out of the 8 games that we played... Cool or what ah my team... Hahaha... Hearts them lots!!!

Performance wise wasnt really that great... Cos its just not our forte.. =p But they gave their all to make it successful... So I was really proud of them... Especially our EMO superstar... Hahaha...

I really love my group I tell you... Although some are always disappearing, I can see that they really appreciate our efforts... They came to bid us farewell before we part ways just now.. Felt so touched... =) The constant 'Khalisah! After this do what?'... 'Khalisah! Now go where?'... 'Khalisah! When are we going to start?'... And constantly being disturbed by them... The laughter we shared... The jokes... I'll miss it all... In fact.. I'm starting to miss it already.... Hahaha... 2 whole days with them... It was really memorable..

There were some sad moments too... Hurts my heart getting to know certain facts about their lives... Haihhhh... It makes it more sad that you cant do much to change the situation.. Just hope they know that there are people out there who still cares about them.... Hmmm...

All in all, everything went superbly well.. Yay to all of us... =) Zx did an amazing job organizing the camp... Its the last camp for me and it ended well... So I'm super thankful...

Oh oh oh.. I got this from one of my boy... Its in Malay though....

Awww.... There were touching messages from others as well... They can be sweet at times... They just know how to make you feel appreciated... =) Made the camp end on a sweeter note... In fact, it made my year end on a sweeter note... =D Really thankful to them for making it more lively and memorable... Hope to see them on Thursday nights...

And nooooowwwww.... Looking forward to New Years celebration with the cuzzies tmr.. Weee!! Have a superbly amazing 2011 everybody!!!! =D

2010-12-25T00:26:00.001+08:00

So i forgot to mention this... Thanks to dear sissy as well for the good lucks throughout my exam.. And also to my family for understanding and tolerating my mood swings and attitude during my stress period and even during my non-stress period.. Heh.. I can be a mega bitch in a lot of occasions.. And i love my family for tolerating with it esp my sis n my mom.. Love all of you to the very core.. These people who still love you despite knowing the bitch in you, they are the most precious people in my life.. Because i know they will never abandon me no matter what.. How am i supposed to live without these people you tell me...

Anyways.. I feel like the start of the holidays was kind of sucky.. Work work work and then face the laptop.. No life i tell you.. Shall go make plans.. Heh.. In fact i'll be gg to JB for 2 straight days.. Haha.. No not staying there.. One day for shopping spree with one of the cuzzies family.. Another day for dinner with another cuzzie's family.. Haha.. If only all could go together at the same time.. It would be more of a blast.. Haihh.. I miss cuzzies outings.. I MISS MY DEAR CUZZIES!!!! Need a meetup soon!!!!

Ok i should be sleeping already... Heh heh...

By the way i'm looking forward to camp next week.. =D That have always been the highlight of my cca every year.. ^.^v

Oh oh oh... Hafiz (i bet you're asking which one) was like Santa who told me a great news which made my day.. Heh heh heh.. Dun tell you about what.. =p

Ok goodnight.. Enjoy the holidays.. =)

2010-12-23T23:38:00.003+08:00

EXAMS ARE FREAKING OVER!!!! Like seriously over over!!! Hahaha.... Do you know how relieved i am.... When I heard the 'Please stop writing' being mentioned... I felt super super super relieved.... I didnt even stop for a moment to worry if I've done well... The only thing that I had on my mind was HOLIDAYS!!!!! Hahaha... Happiness!! =D

Ok that's all I have to say for now... WAHAHAHAHA!!! =p

**edited

Oh oh oh... I forgot to mention this... Thanks to my dear friend Idhz for cheering me on and encouraging me for the last paper the other day... Although I was in a holiday mood and was unmotivated to study... Haha... Gumawo uri chinggu!!! =)

2010-12-12T20:37:00.003+08:00

Yes, I constantly need to remind myself... I cant sit at home and study alone... Because facebook will distract me.. Youtube will distract me.. Tumblr will distract me.. Choi Minho will distract me.. LeeTaemin Onew Junghyun Key will also manage to distract me at times.. =( Today is better cos I managed to finish reading all my notes for Astro paper... Just need to recap tomorrow morning before the paper in the evening... Also finish reading one chapter for MAS454... I know I sldnt even switch on the laptop... But at times I still need to refer to some stuff on the laptop (excuses!) .... Haih...

Anyways, before I proceed on with mugging... Shall give a short update... Had a meetup with the girlfriends to celebrate Frana's and Widad's birthday and before Widad fly off to India for her internship... She got back from Korea before the start of the semester and now even before i end my semester she's flying off again... Haha.. I'll miss you Widad!! Sorry cant send you off again... But maybe we'll fetch you when you get back ok.. Take care over there... Really take care ok... Hahaha... All the best! =)

10 more days and I'll be free from exams.. Looking forward to that.. As for now, back to mugging... To fellow NTU people, good luck to us... To the rest, enjoy the December holidays! =)

2010-12-08T22:08:00.002+08:00

OhMyGeee!!! Exam stress is getting to me... I feel like i still have a lot to cover for econs and i have so little time... Plus all the other universities and primary school and secondary school and JCs are already enjoying their holidays... Seriously not helping... It just makes me more depressed... I'm wasting my December studying for exams... Plus there's camp at the end of the month... I have no relax time in December... And its December for god's sake... I'm supposed to be enjoying already.. I hate you NTU for hosting the YOG!!! You've successfully messed up my holidays... You've also successfully messed me up...

Ok i'm just ranting.. I'm seriously damn tired after studying the whole day... Almost all my energy have been drained out and i'm not in a good mood... So just try not to hit my exploding trigger ok...

I feel like going for a run... But it's already late.... Never mind then... Wish me luck people... I need lots of it... =(

2010-11-15T13:29:00.004+08:00

No doubt my Saturdays are the best part of my week for the past few weeks... But but but.... Haihhhhhh... Something happened 2 days ago... =( Waaaahhhhh... Damn sad... Forget it... Shall not talk about it here... Hmmm...

Anyways.. Went to the CSI exhibition with the girlfriends... It was super super super interesting and fun i tell you... Hahahaha... Ok considering that i'm into all this CSI stuff so it was really interesting for me... =)

Dinner at Pizza Hut @ JP after that... Then we headed to Widad's house.. To do what?? Learn some Korean words.. Hahahaha.... I can write my name in Korean already.. I think... Hahahaha... Dont know if i can remember the alphabets... =p

Went for cycling last Saturday with the cuzzies... As usual, there were a lot of laughter... But this time there was a stress factor too.. Gaaaahhhhh.... Ok shall just stick to the happy part... As usual, we went ECP for cycling... It was raining before that so i told my mum to help us pray that it will stop when we go cycle... N guess what.. IT DID!!!! The power of a mother's prayer i tell you... I'm not kidding... It started to rain again as we walk back to the cars when we were done cycling... Amazing isnt it??

The day ended with hang out session at Yishun Waterfront... Thank you Yaya for sacrificing your sleeping time to stay through the night with us.. She got work at 8am you see.. And we only left at around 2 plus.. Plus she works at the airport and is living in Woodlands... And Diana even came to meet us there with her fiance... It was a good hang out session i may say... Despite the fact that my leg was hurting damn bad and what happened earlier.. Hmmm... Well, a nice end to the hectic week i had... I shall just be thankful... =)

Selamat Hari Raya Haji in advance to all Muslim friends.. =) Enjoy the upcoming one-day holiday people... Though i forsee another hectic week ahead.. Heh...

2010-10-31T16:40:00.003+08:00

A bit of breather this weekend... Not that i'm totally free... Just that i could relax a bit doing my work.. I'm still procrastinating.. Argh... Seriously losing the motivation to do work... Haihhh....

Anyways... On a lighter note, the weekends have been great so far... Hehehe... Accompanied Frana to Hujan's concert... Its a malay band.. Honestly, I'm not much of a fan... Hahahaha... I only know some of their songs, which sounds ok to me la.. But just for the fun of it, i went... And hey, it wasnt that bad la... I still had fun.. =) Aaaaaannnnddddd... I actually went to get their autographs also... HAHAHAHAHA.... Lame sia considering i'm not even a fan... The last time i did all that was when i was in lower secondary.. When i went ga-ga over New Boyz... Hahahahaha... I know right.... New Boyz!!!! Like whaaaatttt???? Hahahahahaha....

And yesterday... PARANORMAL ACTIVITY 2!!!! With the cuzzies and plus ones... Haha.. The show wasnt really scary actually... Just full of suspense... And sudden shocking events which made some of us jump on our seats... Haha... I was just watching half-eyed behind my so the very useful jacket... Hehe... But i was watching.. Really!! Hahahaha....

Headed to Wendy's for dinner since most of us have never try it out yet... The service was kinda sucky... Heh... But the food was good and we had a VERY FULL stomach by the time we left the place.. Headed over to Yishun Waterfront for hang out session after that... Stayed till about 1 plus before heading home... All in all it was an AMAZING time out with the cuzzies... I mean, when the hell do we ever meet up and not have a good laugh... Hahahaha... More outings coming up soon... Weee~~~ I love these people to the core i tell you.. It was just sad that not all was there.. Hmm...

Want to know something??? Frana was talking about Shinee and now i'm like listening to their songs and watching the reality show Hello Baby... Pfft.. They are cute thou.. But i think i need to stop looking at cute boys younger then me... Hahahaha...

Take care everyone... Be happy, go crazy... Hahahahaha... Annyeong...

2010-10-09T20:43:00.004+08:00

Naneun nomu nomu nomu nomu nomu nomu nomu nomu nomu nomu nomu nomu nomu chowa... Hehehehe... Aaaaahhhh.. Dae Woong ah....

My Girlfriend is a Gumiho is a very cute drama... I like... Hahaha... Ok get over it already.. =p

Dianah getting engaged tomorrow... Woohoo.. Hahaha... Sexcited.. One by one my cousins getting engaged.. Soon one by one will be getting married.. Haha... I guess once we all are married it wont be the same again.. Or maybe not?? Hahaha.. I dont know... But i just dont want that bond we have to disappear... I love them ALL..

Oh one more thing... I CANT WAIT FOR RECESS WEEK!!!! Ok ok... One more week... Hahahaha..

Ok bye.. Annyeong...

2010-10-08T16:44:00.001+08:00

You know what?? I'm very bad today.. Firstly, i skipped mas454.. Zzz... Then, i took a cab to school.. Just got pay, spend on cab fare.. Pfft.. All because army is very not punctual according to abg.. He was supposrf to be let off at 4 so at least i could rush to school with the car after he get back.. Then i wont have to squeeze in the train when i end at 6.30!! Pfft..

Ol now sitting in the lt for biz law.. Lecture start already.. Haha.. But here i am blogging.. =p

I just want to say i'm very worried for my blk D boys... Because they had their N level maths paper this morning.. I was tutoring them ytd during session and for the past yr.. So yes i'm worried.. Haha.. I just hope they will do well.. Esp 'S'.. but i believe he can do it la.. =) I have faith in him..

I'm also worried for my cuzzies taking N level n PSLE.. Wawa n Farah, i hope both of you will do well.. =)

Ok concentrate on lecture now.. Bye!! Have a good weekend.. I have a lot of things lined up for the weekend.. Haha..

2010-09-22T15:14:00.001+08:00

Guess what.. I'm in astronomy lecture right now.. Haha.. Having break now and after this we'll be watching a video on how the earth is being born.. Interesting eyy..

Anyways.. You know aaaahhhh... I'm like wondering if there are other human beings in this universe... Hahaha... Since there are other solar systems and other planets in those solar systems, do you think there is another planet out there similar to earth with life forms just like us out there??? Wouldn't it be interesting if there are... Damn cool la.. Then i can have friends from another solar system.. Hahahaha.. A bit far-fetched though.. But i still find it cool.. For all you know they actually exist.. And some of them out there are thinking the same thing i'm thinking right now... Hahahaha...

Okok.. Back to lecture... Want to watch the video already.. Woohoo..

2010-09-19T23:34:00.006+08:00

Yooohooooooo!!!! =D

Hehehe... I've had 2 whole busy week since i last updated... Last minute iftars with all my darlings.. Hari raya.. Visitings... Love all these people in my life... Oh not forgetting school... Work... CCA... Tuition... I'm one busy lady you see.. Hehe... Ok i'm actually lazy to type out all that has happened.. So i shall just let the photos do the talking.. =)

Hahaha... Ok that is actually part of the story.. Some photos arent uploaded yet by some people.. Sooo... I have to wait... Hee... Go see my facebook la if you all really kepo to know.. Haha.. But the main point is, it was a really enjoyable fasting month and of course Hari Raya... =D Despite the hectic schedule that i have, i manage to squeeze in time for those people that i really love... ^.^v

I really feel like I got a lot of things i wanna share... Hahaha... Have you guys ever had sooo much fun that you just want to tell the whole world about it?? Hahaha... Maybe its just me I dunno.. =p Hmm.. The cousins' bond always so strong... The 10 year friendship still going strong... All i can say is... Alhamdulillah... All thanks to Allah... =) I'm just so grateful for the presence of all these people in my life... Make me able to continue on strong... Cos i know they are always there to cheer me up.. <3 them LOTS!!!

2010-08-31T00:43:00.004+08:00

I just realised that everytime the mood to blog comes, its on a Tuesday.. Hahaha... Including this post, it has been 3 Tuesdays in a row that i update this blog... Either in the wee morning of Tuesday or in the late night.. Still Tuesday... Hahaha...

Anyways... Tomorrow is the first day of the semester for me... Hmm... Not sure whether i'm looking forward to it... I'm just hating the Econs modules that i'm taking this sem.. Or for the coming sem for that matter... I need to clear my prescribed electives... And all those Econs modules are suckilydifficult.. Hmm... I need to turn on mugger mode for the whole sem.. Infact the whole year considering that this is the last year.. Haha...

Anyways.. Here's my timetable for this sem... Including the extra activities...

Busy much... Heh... Its something like that too la actually last sem... I need to squeeze in slots for study sessions.. Told myself i need those... Need to be a mugger what.. Haha...

Oh ya.. I'm loving this week.. And next week too.. Haha... No.. Not because school has started.. Cos i have a lot of iftar dates this week.. =D Ok will update again about that next week... Hehe.. And next week... HARI RAYA BEBEH!!! Woohoo..

Ok i should sleep.. Morning class tomorrow... Cheerios to all... And to my muslim friends... Make the best out of the remaining days of Ramadan.. Its leaving us soon... Semoga mendapat berkat Lailatulqadar.. InsyaAllah.. =)

2010-08-24T00:32:00.001+08:00

Parasite of the brain, go and die!! I dont need you to constantly let the mind wander to things that will just waste my time and energy.. Thank you.. Bye bye..

Heh.. Ok this is the last week of holidays.. After 4 long months.. FINALLY the new semester is starting.. Somehow i'm not looking forward to it because it will mean the last yr of school is here.. Which will mean i need to get thinking what i want to do with my life after this.. Pfft..

Hmm.. I kinda dun wanna stop being a student.. Hey.. Being a student has its perks ok.. Haha.. Plus there is less stress.. Sort of.. All you need to think about is studying.. Heh.. But then again.. It gets tiring having to constantly study and get stressed out during exam periods.. And not having a stable income to splurge.. Haha..

Ok la.. I shall make the best out of this last semester.. InsyaAllah.. You never know might decide to go NIE after this.. Which will mean more studying.. Haha..

Have a great week everyone.. And a blessed fasting month to all my Muslim friends.. =)

2010-08-17T23:25:00.004+08:00

Hey hey you you... Hahahaha.... *yaaaawwwwnnnnn*

You know aaaahhhh... *aunty talking mode* This few days aaahhh... I very sleepy know.. Sleep late.. Wake up early... Then at work keep on dozing of in tht midst of marking... Sort of.. Hahaha... Lucky never fall asleep in front of the students.. See la... Now what time already still up... Whereas my eyelids are feeling kinda heavy... =x

Okok.. A short update.. The start of the month was G to the R to the E to the A to the T!!! Hehehe... And it lasted all the way till now.. Alhamdulillah... =) Ok shall briefly update on what have been going on...

Fetched Widad at the airport when she landed.. Had popyes and LOTS of laughter.. Hahaha... It was great that she's back.. Missed her so much already... Hehe..

Fireworks with Frana at Marina Bay waterfront on national day... There were super super a lot of Banglas.. I felt suffocated i tell you... Like hellooo... Its OUR national day for god's sake.. -.-

Break fast with the girlfriends on Saturday... It was amazing... Have i told you that i love those girlfriends of mine?? Hahaha.. ♥♥♥ I really had a wonderful time.. Cant wait for WRS Iftar this Friday... Woohoo.. =D

Oh and the photos are from Frana by the way.. =)

Basically thats all... Its a great month considering its Ramadan... So many things to look forward to.. Iftar with friends and cuzzies of course.. Wee~~

Ok thats all.. Hehehe... Enjoy the rest of the week ok everyone.. =) xoxo

2010-08-02T23:21:00.006+08:00

It has been long hasnt it?? Hehe.. Apart from the laziness that sets in.. I was just basically uninspired to blog.. Wahahaha.. Whatever la horr... =p

Anyways.. As some might already know.. It was my birthday last Tuesday.. =D And I had an amazing birthday.. Surprise celebration on Sunday.. A date with Yaya on my birthday itself.. And movie date with Yan and Alil on Thurs.. =) Spending an awesome time with the people who loves me.. Plus getting 10 packets of Super Rings... AND super a lot of sweets... And those wishes from all those people who cared.. Why would I ask for anything more?? I'm just grateful.. ^.^

I'm kinda lazy to type out exactly how i calebrated my birthday.. Soo.. Just head over to facebook and check out the video and photos that have been uploaded.. =) Hehehe... But i shall give you some sneak peek....

Nothing else has been up since.. Except that I had to help out for the youth presentation during ignite change.. Its a WSC orientation camp for freshmen... And we did a skit.. Hahaha.. Had fun in the process... It is especially funny how Terren acted out like the boys do in the Home... Haha...

Nothing interesting is happening this week... Just work.. Have to come on Wednesday I wonder why.. Oh, the centre has a new paint job... I wonder how the place will look like.. Haha.. Cant wait for Wednesday.... =p Oh wait.. Do I have to put the posters back up.. Now I'm soo not looking forward to it... -.-

2010-07-20T23:58:00.001+08:00

I damn irritated... I was only left with 3 more persons and i'm done with writing the testimonial for my fellow volunteers.. Aaaaannndddd... They just had to change the template... And it messes it all up.. What the... Tsk! Serious i damn irritated... Irriteteks btol aaahhhh... P.F.F.T!!!

And yesterday was a good end to a mudane monday.. Just a short conversation could do wonders... Hmm.. Tonight... It didnt end too well.. But i shall stay positive.. The night will end great.. So i hope.. Heh...

Have a good week everyone.. I hope i do...

2010-07-16T00:16:00.002+08:00

I just want to say that it felt nice when a boy came to me and said 'Thank you for coming here' at the end of session just now.. The thing is it wasnt me teaching him tuition.. I was in the other room conducting a game for those who chose to play game for this week's session.. Really felt touched by his gesture.. Shows that he really appreciates our effort in coming every week... In fact most of them never fail to show us their appreciation by saying 'thank you' before we part ways at the end of session.. Now, they are not so bad once you get to know them, are they... Well, I just prefer to see the best in them.. =)

2010-07-12T11:36:00.005+08:00

Another great weekend went by.. Haha.. =)

Went for Mega Perdana 2010 finals on Saturday.. It was great.. Andika was amazing.. They got 3rd place.. And ALMOST EVERYONE (except for Kelana Purba's supporters) were extremely happy that Kelana didnt win yet AGAIN.. Haha.. As for me.. I dun care as long as Andika gets top 3.. =p All would have been perfect except for the sucky audience around me.. Shall not go into details.. No respect siaa.. Aaaannnddd the guy sitting beside me.. Ya ampun.. Dont know how to sit still.. Keep on fidgeting.. And his leg keep on hitting mine.. Irritating to the max!! In any case.. CONGRATS ALIL!! CONGRATS ANDIKA!! =D

Yesterday was birthday surprise for Dearest Dayna.. It was a success.. =) Alie played his role well.. Haha.. It was an AMAZING day yesterday.. Job well done all...

We also watched 9Temples on Wednesday... The show is kinda crappy.. It wasnt that scary.. Just hideous looking people.. Heh...

And today.. Back to work... This week i have to work almost everyday.. Diy is on holiday.. And Ju have started working.. Sooo... I'm left all alone.. =( Hurry come back la Diy!! But oh wells.. Working more means more money right.. So i shant complain.. Heh..

Have a great week everyone..

2010-07-03T00:58:00.003+08:00

How i wish i can go fast forward so that it will be morning already.. So that the fun will start.. Haha.. But then again.. I think i shall just let it be and enjoy the night.. =) I know i should be sleeping already since there's work later at 0915... But it has become a habit to watch The Mentalist before i fall asleep.. Even if i fall asleep in the midst of watching the show... =p Oh wells.. Half an hour to go.. We shall see if i manage to watch till the end.. Hehe..

Hmm.. I am feeling kinda rich today.. Haha.. GST offset package.. Just got my pay.. Feeling kinda happy with that.. =) Alhamdulillah.. Murah rezeki.. Hopefully i wont shop too much.. Hee.. But i'm saving up for a new phone la.. Thinking of getting the iphone4.. But.. Hmm.. We shall see how it goes la okay.. =)

Session yesterday was fun.. =) Hahaha... Played Ugly Doll with the Malay boys.. Cheater sia they all.. Grab all the cards.. We decided to make the loser do forfeat for the second round.. And guess what.. I LOST!! -.- End up i need to buy chocolates for them next week.. How could i grab the cards from them you tell me.. I was the only girl playing with them.. There were only 4 of us and Nic was in the other room giving tuition to some of the boys.. So ended up i got bullied by them.. Tsk! Hahaha... But still.. I had fun.. Had lots of laugh as usual.. There were new faces.. Glad that we could get along well at the first meeting.. Alhamdulillah... =) And they thought i was 17 or 18.. -.- HAHAHA...

Went to Geylang then to Giant at Tampines on Wed with the parents and aunt and uncle.. A bit weird going out with the adults.. But what to do.. I dont wanna be stuck at home alone.. And everyone else is working/schooling.. Hah.. Anyways.. We bought some packets of durians at Giant.. And we just couldnt resist it we ate a packet at the carpark itself.. Look below for proof...

HAHAHAHA... Unglamness!!! And everyone has their hand at their mouth.. Perfect timing eyy.. Yes.. We are all suckers when it comes to durians.. I can never get tired of it.. Hehe..

Ok Mentalist starting already.. Shall go get myself comfortable.. Bye all.. Have an enjoyable weekend.. =)

2010-06-27T21:14:00.003+08:00

Sooo.. What have been up this week?? Nothing much actually.. Apart from work and tuition, i was basically slacking at home all weekdays.. Haha.. Had to work the whole week though.. Apart from Wednesday and Sunday when the centre is closed..

Oh oh oh... I forgot.. Visited my cousin's friend on Tuesday cos she had just recently given birth... She had a beautiful baby girl.. Congrats!! =) I carried the baby for awhile.. Well actually i was just sitting on the sofa and she placed her daughter on my arms.. I didnt even dare to move much.. The baby is so fragile.. Hahaha... But she is sooo cute.. Tiny and cute.. Gaaahhh.. I love tiny cute babies...

Yesterday, there was Majlis Cinta Rasul at Masjid Sultan.. I was having my period so i had to sit at the multipurpoase hall alone.. There was a screen showing all the ustaz and what's going on inside there.. And there's this one ustaz, Ustaz Fahrurazi.. He got some of his students with him for the zikir part.. And one of the guy had a super nice voice.. Omg i can just melt.. Hahaha.. Plus he was cute.. Ohmmzzzz... I'm telling you, cute guys with super nice voice especially when doing the zikir can just make me melt.. Wahaha... =p

Other than that there wasnt anything interesting.. Haha.. Next week might be more fun.. Since cca is starting.. =) And i have a date with my girlfriends on Saturday.. Weee... The next 2 Saturdays, i'm looking forward to them.. Heee... ^.^v

2010-06-21T00:59:00.003+08:00

I've had a wonderful weekend.. =D The best one in erm.. Quite awhile.. Haha..

Blk D family day on Saturday was awesome... Hahaha... Apart from getting to meet my boys whom i've missed, the performances were great... Made me laugh so hard giving me cramps in my tummy.. Haha.. Thinking back about it just make me want to laugh again... Hahaha... It may be a depressing place to be in.. But the people in there can just make my day.. =)

Today was great too... Searched for daddy day gift for darling daddy.. Den the parents and abang fetched us for dinner.. Ok more of supper.. Haha.. Yaya joined us too.. So we squeezed ourselves in the back of the car.. We are getting so good at doing this squeezing into the car thing i tell you.. Had a really good laugh with the family the whole night.. Dropped by Woodlands Waterfront before getting back.. Damn fun.. We played the spiderweb thingy.. Ok i miss climbing around.. So ya.. Went to climb that thing.. Soo unlady-like hor.. Tsk tsk tsk.. Oh wells.. Whats important is i had fun.. =D

Have you ever had this sinking feeling in your heart when you realise that an amazing day have come to an end? I had it this weekend.. Especially when saturday ended... Hopefully there will be more of those kind of days... InsyaAllah... =)

Ok back to work and tuition and whatnots... Have a great week people.. =)

2010-06-19T00:32:00.003+08:00

Gamsahamnida, uri chin-gu!!! =D Faham tak?? Dun understand go find out yourself.. Huahuahua... =p

Anyways....

I ♥ Super Ring.. YUM! =) Hahaha....

Want to know something.. I feel really bad today.. Cause my colleague texted me this morning to ask whether i could cover for her.. But I didnt wake up.. I only read her text at 12 plus.. =x I MUST make myself wake up early on days the centre is open in the morning from now on.. Just to prevent this from happening again... Gaaahhhh....

Nothing much happened this week... Basically there was work and tuition.. That was it actually.. Oh plus jogging date wif cuzzie on Wed night.. Thats all.. Haha.. At least there's family day at the boys home tmr.. =) I miss going there for sessions.. Haha.. So tmr is good.. I'll have to rush to meet the rest straight after work though.. But i believe it'll be worth it.. Hee...

Ok back to Personal Preference... Toodles all... Have a good weekend...

2010-06-11T23:19:00.003+08:00

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Sooo reminds me of myself... Hahaha... With all those maths stuff all around..

Anyways.. I cant remember what i want to blog about.. Hahaha... Sooo... Ya.. I shall not bore you people with boring details of my life.. Hahaha...

Ok before i leave you people to enjoy the weekend ahead.. A note to a good friend of mine.. Be strong.. Stay strong.. And do take care ya.. My prayers will always be with you.. I dunno wat happen to you after our conversation last night.. Sleep maybe.. Haha..

Ok bye..

2010-06-06T23:55:00.002+08:00

I have been stuck at home the whole weekend except for work ytd morning... Bored.. But at the same time feeling lazy to get out of the house.. Haaahhhh... =p

Last weekend was great.. =D Had birthday outing with the girlfriends to celebrate Ruzaina's birthday.. And she got a surprise call from Widad.. Hehehe... See Widad.. I told you we wont forget you.. =p Overall it was a great day spent with them.. Karaoke-ing.. Late lunching at Pasar Geylang.. Window shopping at Marina Square.. A ride on the flyer.. Dinner at Popye.. =) No photos cos Frana havent upload.. Heh..

Went Arab Street on Wednesday to look for kain(cloth) for me n my sister's Hari Raya outfit... Alil was the driver and i became the navigator with the trusty Street Directory.. The navigator bailed out on us and refused to on.. So we ditched it and navigate manually.. Haha.. Anyways, i had no idea what to make so i really had no idea what kind of kain to get... But in the end managed to buy something pleasant to the eye.. =)

Anyways.. We (me, Alil & our cousin, Riri) saw quite a number of funny people there at Arab Street.. Before we even got started with any shopping we saw quite a number of funny scenes already.. We burst out laughing instantly.. Hahaha.. I tell you.. No matter what, i will always end up laughing my ass off at random things when i'm with my bro n cousins... Lol..

And and and.. Keje dengan sesetengah org nie kan boleh buat aku jadi giler tau.. Begok btol... Irriteteks yang amat... Lantak lah.. Harap2 aku diberi kekuatan untuk bersabar jek dengan orang macam nie.. Pfft!

Hmm.. Wahai pencipta sang bulan dan bintang-bintang yang menghiasi langit.. Sampaikan kata-kata hatiku padanya.. Oh, tiada siapa in particular.. Cuma kepada insan-insan yang mulut ini terlalu ego untuk mengatakan pekara-perkara tertentu.. Seperti 'I'm sorry' , 'I miss you' dan juga mungkin 'I love you'.. =)

Have an awesome week ahead everyone..

2010-05-27T01:17:00.008+08:00

Life has been good... =) Hehe.. Had kenduri last Saturday... As usual.. Loads of talking crap and loads of laughter with the cuzzies.. Get to meet the new addition to the huge family.. Husniah.. Faizal's wife... She's just 20 this year and she's freaking married.. Whoa.. Haha.. Congrats to them again la hor.. I think she's a bit stunned and scared meeting our huge family for the first time.. Haha.. I hope we can get to know her more and vice versa.. She seems like a nice girl.. Hee..

Anyways.. Had tutoring session with Alil and Yan... They were going to have their Maths test the next day so on the Sunday we had study session.. They have totally forgotten all their Maths stuff.. Plus there were Amaths stuff too which they never took before.. So it was kinda tough for them.. Hopefully all went well.. Aaaannnndddd... Alil said Logarithm was Logitharium.. HAHAHAHA..

Other then that.. Work.. Tuition.. Jogging.. Haha.. Have not been going out much this week.. But i cant wait for the loong weekend.. Weee... Lots of stuff planned out.. Hopefully all goes well.. InsyaAllah.. =)

Ok before i end.. Happy Birthday to dear sister, Rina !! (That is if she is reading this..=p) I wish you all the best.. Aaaannnddd.. I wish for you that your elder sister will be a better sister to you and stop being an ass.. Hahaha.. Anyways.. Study hard and do your best.. I know you can do it.. =)

Happy advanced birthday to Mama too !! Hehe.. Love you la mama.. Muackz!

Oh oh oh... How can i forget this.. Me oh my... Went to Momentus 2010 @ RP just now... It was awesome.. Ok only some of the dances la.. Didnt really enjoy the traditional dances thou.. =x Sorry.. Siti was awesome.. Sexay!! Hot!! Hahaha.. She was great la.. =) I love the hiphop dance.. The first one only thou.. The second one which was also the one from NTU sorry to say.. Wasnt really that nice.. Cos of the many many times of changing songs.. Heehhh.. I just find hiphop dances cool la.. =)

Ok da bye...

2010-05-18T17:33:00.001+08:00

Hmm.. Some people.. I just dont understand.. Whatever...

Anyways... The weekend was nice.. Got to meet up and spend time with the cuzzies for 3 days after not meeting up for like forever.. Haha.. Faizal got married.. So there was a chance to meet up... Sayyid got engaged last week.. Hmm.. One by one people are getting married/engaged... So exciting.. Haha.. I wonder who will be next.. Nana?? Diana?? Riri?? Abg?? Hehehe.. ;p Me?? Let me stabilize myself first.. Find a great guy.. Stabilize financially.. Then i'll think about it... Heh.. Still a long way to go.. =)

Anyways.. Went jogging ytd with Alil n Riri.. After so long of not doing any exercise... Haha.. InsyaAllah will be going again tonight and tmr night and maybe Thurs night too.. Hahaha... We're determined to be running every weekday night.. =p We shall see if we REALLY go every night... Or at least 3 times a week.. Hopefully... =)

As we were sitting at the fitness area near my old house, me n Alil suddenly miss our old flat.. Gaaahhhh.. I miss my Tampines flat also... Haha.. Will i miss this house if i ever shift?? Lol...

Oh ya.. This klutz have a cut on her left hand.. All thanks to this dear bracelet.. -.- Imagine ah.. The bracelet is on the right hand but it caused a cut on the left hand.. Klutz... Super klutz ah you lisha.. And the cut looks like some centipede... Hahaha....

Ok bye...

2010-05-10T13:27:00.002+08:00

The weekend was really really GREAT!!! =D Yesterday was AWESOME!! Haha..

Wash eye wash eye... Hahaha... =p Andika did great... They got standing ovation from the audience... They were the only group that got that actually.. I think.. At least out of the guy groups la.. Well done Andika.. They managed to proceed to the finals.. Other groups like Keris was good too.. Their synchronisation was superb.. Cant wait for the finals.. =)

Oh i saw 2 of Alil's primary school friends also ytd.. Shahril and Fakrul.. Its been long since i met them.. They used to be shorter then me you know.. Now they are ALL much much much taller then me.. Pfft.. Hahaha... Oh well.. Its ok.. I'm still cute as ever... Wahaha... =p

Today cant make any plans cos of work... Tomorrow will be out.. Wednesday too.. Haha.. Wee~~ Cant wait... =)

2010-05-08T19:33:00.003+08:00

Exams are over bebeh!!! Woohoo... Freedom Freedom Freeeedooooooommmmm~~~ HAHAHAHA...

Exam are over but den i still reach home feeling super tired these 2 days... -.- Work.. Tuition.. Tuition.. Work.. Haaahhhh... Tired la caaannnn... That is before including my going out plans.. Haha.. =p Whatever it is.. This is the life!! Hahaha... =D

That was while mugging for the last paper.. Intermediate Econometrics... The worst paper ever this sem.. Haiihhhh... Hopefully i'll pass it n not have to face it again.. InsyaAllah.. Anyways... The process of studying will always be messy.. Hahaha.. The table behind us was in a mess too.. So its not only us.. =p

Did a bit of spring cleaning today.. And it sucked out all my energy... Did laundry.. Mop the floor.. Wipe here wipe there... The rest was done by Alil n Rina.. It was part of the Mother's Day thing la.. We decided to surprise mama by cleaning the house.. We rarely do that you see... I really appreciate mama's effort.. InsyaAllah i'll be a better daughter and help out more with the household chores.. Except cooking that is.. Hehe.. I still cant bring myself to do any cooking.. I dunno y.. =p

Tomorrow... Is another day already planned out.. We celebrated Mother's Day today cos tmr me n Alil will be out... There's his dikir barat semi-finals.. So for the first time ever i'll be watching him in action.. Hahaha.. Sexcited much.. =D

Hmm.. I'll be working almost everyday now since i'm on holiday.. Plus there's a lack of staff AAANNNDDD so many ppl quitting.. =( Saded.. Wah you know ah... I wanna rant and complain about some stuff at work.. But den... Nvm la.. Shall not do that...

Oh oh oh.. I webcam-ed with widad the other day.. Hahaha... Damn funny... I got quite a number of unglam print screen images of her.. BUT... I shall be nice and not post it up.. Hahaha... =p Its nice being able to talk to her.. I miss her la caaannnn... =(

You know ah.. Whenever i talk to her right... I'll be using my earphones.. And den i'll be talking to my laptop screen... My family keep on giving me weird looks saying i am talking to myself.. Hahaha... I wonder how i look like while i webcam with widad... LOL...

PAPA!!!! I wanna go buy my iphone... Faster laa... Bring me go buy iphone... And a new laptop... Pretty pleeeeaaaassssseee...

Ok thats it for now.. I'm really tired from all that cleaning just now.. Will update again soon... Dun miss me!! Haha..

2010-04-23T20:49:00.006+08:00

Hello jello wello... Today i tired sangat sangat... Penat very very... 1 down.. 2.. 3.. 4 more to go!!! Sheesh!! Seriously.. I think i got some mental disorder.. I'm going crazy i tell you.. No joke.. Pfft...

I'm not supposed to be blogging right now you know.. I'm supposed to be mugging.. I got 1 paper on Monday.. 1 paper on Tuesday.. 1 paper on Wednesday... How nice.. Urgh! I hate my exam time table this sem.. And it'll only end NEXT NEXT THURSDAY... Gaaahhh... Dun like.. I've been mugging like mad EVERY SINGLE DAY!! Meet Shiyun in school in the afternoon n mug till evening.. The stress is really getting to me.. At times i really feel like giving up i tell you.. So depressed that i just want to throw tantrums at everyone at home.. I even felt like crying for no apparent reason the other day... I was angry.. Not at anyone.. Just angry that its exams and i have to study even when i'm really really tired and burned out... Crazy i tell you... But amidst the craziness.. These are the things that help keep me sane and keep going on... The love and support from my friends and family... ♥

=D These 2 are the bestest friend ever i tell you.. Plus.. I got smses this morning before my paper from Papa n Shiyun wishing me good luck.. Boy am i fortunate to have these people in my life.. Without them i think i'll be in Woodbridge already... I love you people to the very very very core.. ♥♥♥♥♥

And this is already considered not too bad cos this was after lunch and i'd tidied up A BIT before going for lunch... The mess level gets worse i tell you.. Haha! Ok will get back to my rest.. Shall decide later if i wanna continue studying tonight or just continue tmr..

Bye for now...

2010-04-13T14:13:00.006+08:00

Life's been kinda busy.. But i'm still not dead.. So ya.. That's a good thing.. =p

The past 2 weekends were filled with birthday surprises... Both went successfully.. =D We are sooo good at this.. Hahaha.. =p

Also.. Cuzzies dinner at Seoul Garden was fun.. =) Almost all the cuzzies were there.. Amazing.. Haha.. Its cool that i have so many cuzzies on my mother's side and were are so close.. Ok almost all of us are so close.. Not including the oldies.. =p And we are all around the same age.. In fact.. There's at least one of us each yr frm the yr 1985 to 1992.. Haha! Love them all to the core.. ♥

I hope it could be like this too with the dad's side.. Hmm... We seem to keep on planning but it wasnt put into action.. =x Haha.. Maybe someday...

Other then that.. Last week was the last week of session for the semester... It ended well.. Will surely miss them.. Plus i'm relieved after passing down my centrehead role to my successor.. Less stress.. Wee... Hehehe... I can now take the back seat.. =p But not to worry la.. I'm a good person.. I will help my new centrehead n vice-centrehead out.. =) Hahaha...

Are they sweet or what.. =)

So now.. All that is left to do is mug my whole heart out and make sure i do well for the finals... I have done too much slacking throughout the years.. So i need to buck up.. Heeehhh... So pls dun give me any distractions.. Dun ask me out anymore.. I shall try my best to abstain from touching the laptop too much.. =x

Wish me luck ppl... =)

2010-04-06T00:49:00.002+08:00

I've not been blogging for more den a week already.. Feeling very lazy lately.. So much going on.. Will have a proper entry when i'm less lazy..

Ok bye..

2010-03-27T01:06:00.002+08:00

♥♥♥

=D I got a heart from my boys.. The boy who made it actually made it for fun cos he had a lot of unused paper.. And he wanted to do a 'magic trick' for me.. Haha... Then at the end of the session they told me to keep the heart... They even wrote their names on it..

"Simpan tau.. Jangan kasi hilang.. Kirekan tu kite nye heart ah.."
(Keep properly noe.. Dont lose it.. Its like our heart like that la..)

Hahaha... Cheeky as they can be at times... Their small gestures make all the effort for sessions and camps become very worth it.. I will surely miss them during the exam break.. Hmm..

Anyhoos... Had dinner with the family just now.. Abang's treat.. =D Kamsahamnida hyung!! Saaayang abang.. Its been awhile since we had a get together where all 6 of us are present.. A wonderful end to the day.. A great start to the weekend.. Kite flying with cuzzies tmr.. InsyaAllah.. =)

Enjoy the weekends everyone...

2010-03-25T10:39:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. I watched this malay movie on DVD last Saturday.. Its called 'Santau'.. Its about blackmagic used in the malay community.. I am not sure if it is used outside the malay community though.. I've not heard of it before.. Heh... Anyways.. It is usually done out of jealousy, vengeance, hatred... That sort of things... Usually these, shall i say, crazy people, will seek help from the 'bomoh' and send jinns(or 'ghosts', demons, satan) to those people they hate... It is some sort like a voodoo if you still dont understand.. The victim will then get weird illnesses, become hot-tempered and that sort of things..

If you think that in this modern world people will not even bother to do these crazy things then you should take back those thoughts... Well, i'm saying that because it happened(is happening) to the people dear to me.. I shall not elaborate though... Cos its just too personal.. Hee..

Calling themselves a Muslim.. But they are just being a disgrace... Haihhh.... Didnt we learn to always go for peace.. Didnt we learn that we shouldnt have any hatred... Even when there's a bit of bad thoughts about a person our 'stars' get minus off (a concept of dosa(sins) and pahala which was used during the JC days.. Haha.. ) ... Hmm... Annoying how these people use dirty means to get on the upperhand.. But hey.. Dont forget.. HE is much more powerful and will decide our fate in the end.. You will get what you deserve... Heh..

Well.. I know that i'm not perfect... So many a times i've gotten my 'stars' minus off.. I'm a weak human being who at times cant avoid doing things i shouldnt have... So who am i to condemn others right?? Well i just hope these people will repent.. =)

Ok enough with that stuff.. I was hooked on Boys Over Flowers for the past week.. HAHA! Ok i know i'm kinda slow considering how long ago the drama was shown.. =p Anyways... Gu Jun Pyo.. I like his character... ♥ =) And and and.. So Yi Jung is cute la caaaannn.. *melts* I like those boyish cute look.. Hahaha... Ok la Jun Pyo also kinda cute la.. Those 2 are my fave out of the 4.. =p

Session later.. Will i be able to see my eye-candy again tonight?? Hahaha...

Ok bye...

p.s. I realised my entries have been damn wordy... Shall take some photos and post up.. =)

2010-03-18T23:31:00.002+08:00

Yay!! Midterms over!! And and and.. Saw my hot mat eyecandy just now.. ♥ Hehehe.. Luurrrves Thursday nights...

Ok da i'm damn shagged.. Long day.. Lovely end.. Goodnight!!

2010-03-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

OMG that song made me suddenly think of you.. Your smses.. The lameness.. The laughter.. Everything.. Hmm... Do i miss you?? Kinda.. Heh.. But it doesnt matter anymore.. Right?? Right..

Ok moving on...

One more lecture left to study... Sensitivity analysis... Confusing, tedious... Sensitive!! Dun like... Ok last topic Lisha... Last topic.. Study hard.. Last midterm paper and you can relax A LITTLE after that... Look on the brighter side.. You can enjoy session after school tmr.. Destress.. =)

Ok you can do it you can do it you can do it.. *self-motivation in progress* Hahaha... I CANNOT screw up this midterm cos i've already screwed up one... And i really need to mug hard for that module.. Haihhh.. What the hell is wrong with you ah?? Why are you such a slacker you tell me... Wake up already... Finals coming soon.. 1 more month.. Buck up la doinks!

Ok da back to studying... Wish me luck people!!

2010-03-13T22:43:00.002+08:00

And when u're really feeling super down n depressed... U're just sitting all alone at home left to pick urself up... How nice.. That's just life.. So who can i really trust to pour all my heartaches to?? Who wont just disappear when they are happy and appear when they need a listening ear??

I think the only reason why i'm still sane is cos i know HE is always there for me.. ='>

2010-03-11T00:32:00.003+08:00

Its already almost the middle of March... How time flies... Midterm season... And soon it will be the finals... I need to be more serious in my mugging mission... A little bit more Lisha.. 2 more months.. N den you can have your well deserved loooong holiday.. Endure.. N press on..

Hmmm... You know.. I always have a lot of things on my mind that i want to blog about at random times.. But the moment i sign in to blogger... It all goes kapoof! Maybe its just HIS way of telling me some things are better left unsaid.. Oh wells..

NTU open house this saturday... And.. I have to man the wsc booth... One of my volunteers couldnt make it.. Soo i have to go.. I thought i would be free from this duty.. Heehhhh... But end up still have to go.. So if any of u dropping by NTU this weekend at around 330-530.. Head down to the school of biological sciences foyer... Look for the WSC booth.. And u'll get to meet this cute girl.. =p HAHAHA... Thick skin much...

OMG.. I really sld be sleeping alr.. 830 lesson tmr!! A full day tmr!! But its ok.. Thursday nights make me happy.. =D Its these kind of things that keep me going.. Its the people that indirectly prevent me from just breaking down... ♥

2010-03-05T18:15:00.001+08:00

Setiap hari kumohon
Agar Kau sentiasa
Memberiku ketenangan dalam hati... kekuatan
Menempuh segala dugaan yang mencabar ini
Pasti punya ertinya
Engkau beriku harapan
Menjawab segala persoalan
Hadapi semua dengan tenang

Dengan merasa kesyukuran
Ku doa Kau selalu
Mengawasai gerak-geriku
Berkatilah ku penuh rahmat dari Mu

Oh Tuhan terangkan hati dalam sanubariku
Untuk menempuhi segala hidup penuh cabaran ini
Oh Tuhan ku berserah segalanya kepadamu
Agar jiwaku tenang dengan bimbingan Mu selalu

Ada kalanya ku merasa hidup ini seperti kaca
Jikalau tidak bersabar
Hancur berderailah akhirnya
Tabahkanlah hatiku
Melalui semua itu... Ooh...
Kuatkanlah
Cekalkanlah diriku

Curahkanlah nikmat Mu pada hidupku

-Ku Mohon, Sheila Majid

2010-03-02T23:00:00.003+08:00

Having too much fun n laughter will have serious consequences!! Heeehhhh... I had a blast during the weekend.. Birthday 'surprise' for Idhzuan on Sat.. Den another birthday surprise for Riri on Sunday.. Both were amazing.. Had a totally amazing time with the people i love.. ♥

Saturday was fun.. =D Hahaha... Althou the plan was a bit messed up.. But we still had an amazing time nonetheless.. Kite flying.. Ice skating.. Simpang Bedok-ing... We had a good laugh even thou the situation sucked.. All thanks to the joker of the day.. Shamsul Ilham.. Hahaha..

"Eh Khalisah, jom ah race.." (Eh Khalisah, lets race..)
"Ah?? Nak race??"(What?? U wanna race??)
"Ye la.. Race ah.."
"Ok ah.. Jom.."
N den he disappeared.. Hahaha... He got left behind actually.. =p Funny ah that Shamsul..

Summary of the whole event.. I got the kite stuck in the tree.. =x HAHAHA... A man climbed the tree to help us take the kite down.. Beautiful view.. Waited for cab for AGES before we were able to head to Simpang Bedok.. Crazy cab drivers.. I was said to be someone hu ALWAYS go dangdut.. -.- Thanks ah kawan2.. Reached home at around 1 plus.. Amazing start to recess week.. =D

Sunday surprise was a success.. Riri with his muke busuk (smelly face).. Hahaha.. Watching Vasantham.. Double haha.. But he was really surprised.. =) Den eat n eat... N entertained Sarah n Aqeel... Aqeel damn cute OMG.. That mentel little boy... Hahaha...

N when Monday come... The flu bug hit hard.. Head throbbing.. Nose leaking but blocked.. Throat itchy n phlegmy.. A bad baaaddd thing to happen during recess week.. I have 2 bloody mid terms next Monday when school reopens.. Gaaahhh... Hopefully will feel better ASAP.. InsyaAllah...

Ok hopefully the remaining days of recess week goes well in terms of mugging n having fun.. I need a balance of both la k..

Ok bye!!

2010-02-26T15:33:00.003+08:00

Sometimes having a strong front isn't a good thing at all.. Cos at the point where u dun really feel that strong.. No one is there to pull u back up.. Hmmm... Depressing...

2010-02-23T15:47:00.002+08:00

"Eh part makan jek suke.. Tak padan badan kering.. Haha.."

"Abg da sapau tau. Haha. Cume tak nmpk je."

HAHAHAHAHA... Step mane nye abg sapau jek nie bdk... Chet! Tak malu.. Make me wanna laugh out loud in the train.. Lucky could control.. Haha.. Den penat type anta blank msg.. Hu the kental one now huh?? =p

Ok sorry i lazy to translate.. Haha.. I'm in the midst of mugging for tmr's mid-term.. Really wanna fall asleep reading these notes... Ok da bye...

Focus Lisha!! FOCUS!!!

2010-02-20T16:00:00.003+08:00

I'm supposed to go get ready alr.. Meeting Frana n Ruzaina to go airport to send Widad off... Waahhh... I damn sad... One of my closest frens gg off to Korea for 5 months... Sad right sad right... =( Den tmr Juliana gg to Vienna.. Haihhh.. So many ppl gg off for exchange.. Will miss u ppl siaa...

Have fun there ok u ppl... Dun fgt to miss me here.. HAHAHA... N if u see any cute korean or austrian guy dun fgt to FedEx to me ok... Hehehe... =p Will sure miss u guys.. Do take care ya.. *hugs*

Ok i sld go get ready alr.. Will update some other time.. Heh.. Bye!

2010-02-14T16:34:00.002+08:00

As my way of showing how much i love you on this day where almost everyone is celebrating their love.. I shall be ur chauffer since every other drivers u have is currently unavailable.. That is my way of showing how much i love you.. Weird way of showing?? Well sum may get it.. Heh..

I love you, Mama... I love you more den anyone or anything in the world.. Ok except for Allah.. Hee.. Muackz! ♥

*frantically checking streetdirectory for directions*

Hehehe.. Happy V-Day all!! =)

2010-02-11T22:16:00.003+08:00

I LOVE watching Grey's Anatomy, Private Practice, Unexpected Access.... One thing in common.. There are scenes of cutting ppl up to look at the insides... Bloody scenes interest me.. HAHAHA... I find myself kinda sick at times... =x I do cringe at those scenes... But i still love them nonetheless.. I'm watching Unexpected Access as we speak.. Haha.. Today's episode is about reconstructive surgeries.. Woots! An inside peek of an operating theatre.. N its the real stuff man... Not like those in Grey's Anatomy... Amazing!

Besides that I love crime shows... But CSI is getting boring alr.. Criminal minds is still interesting thou.. Ok my range of TV shows a bit limited.. Ok no.. A LOT limited.. Cos i dun subscribe to cable tv.. N i rely solely on channel 5... Online too at times.. Haha.. Forensic Science module that i took previously was amazing.. Cool!! Hahaha...

BUUUUTTTT!!!! I dun want to major it in sch.. Cos i dun want to be doing the cutting-up-to-look-at-the-inside work... I only love to watch it and appreciate it frm far.. Hee... ^.^v

And and and... Look what i got frm wifey...

♥♥♥
=) Thanx wifey... I love yooouuuu~~ Hee... What?? I'm bi-sexual.. So?? HAHAHAHA.. =P

Ok the weekends are here... Wee~~ Long weekend.. Long break.. Can catch up on rest.. Can catch up on enjoying life... But i also need to remind myself to catch up on studies.. Hee... Ok bye...

2010-02-10T03:24:00.002+08:00

Had to switch on the laptop again cos i had to defibrillate my dear darling mp3.. It died n refused to come to life just now.. So i just had to resuscitate it so that i can go to sleep in peace with my mp3 plugged in my ear.. How m i supposed to sleep without my darling accompanying me u tell me.. U tell me how!! Haha.. N now these itchy fingers just had to sign in n end up here blogging whereas i'm supposed to be sleeping.. -.- I was supposed to on the laptop, plug in the mp3 n hit the reset button.. Den shut down and go to sleep with my darling, revived and right by my side as always... But noooo... Just had to come here n waste time n not go to sleep.. Bleargh!

Ok bye.. Goodnight.. Ok no.. Morning all!! =)

P.s. Had a good end to the day cos sum ppl said certain things making my day.. =)

2010-02-05T16:06:00.004+08:00

Namaaste!! Mesti pegi karaoke!!

HAHAHAHA.... Yan was trying to teach me sumting in Hindi... I cldnt get how to say it out.. N soo.. That was what came out of it... =p Hahaha.. I still dun get how to say it... But i like the one above better... Translation... "Namaaste!! Must go karaoke!!" ... Hahahaha... No link from wat is being taught to me by Yan.. =x

Had karaoke session wif the brothers n their partners on Wed... Hahaha... Fun Fun FUN!! =D Guess what... The new girl my abg is dating is one yr older den him... -.- Hahaha... My elder bro dating a girl a yr older den him.. My younger bro dating a girl my age.. N while on the train home abg just had to make this comment... "I think u'll date a guy younger den u" ... -.- Ok no coments!! Haha!

Ytd we resumed session in Blk D... =D Happyness.. Haha.. Got to meet sum familiar faces.. There were sum new boys too... Overall it was quite a great session ytd... =)

Eh u noe ah.. Sumtimes right.. Some songs i listen to can just give me this fuzzy warm feeling inside me... Haha... No its not cos they are love songs or they remind me of sumone.. No.. Nothing of that sort... There's just that fuzzy warm feeling which i cant really explain... Hahaha.. Ok randomness.. =p

"Oi"

"Ye oi"

"Bye"

-.- Tat person really crazy... Too bored already den sms me tis kind of thing...

Ok da bye!

2010-01-31T23:32:00.002+08:00

At times i just wanna vent out everything... Scream at u... Hate u.. N tell u how much u really suck n how insensitive u may be.. But den i think back.. I'm better den that.. Hate and anger just wont bring me anywhere except soo many steps back.. So i choose to move forward.. =)

2010-01-31T17:56:00.002+08:00

*grins super widely*

Hehehehe... Lisha is super happy.. And thankful.. Cos she has great groups of friends... =D

Had meetups with 2 different grps of friends and the end result was the same.. I ended up laughing so much till my stomach hurt and my cheeks cramp up.. Hahaha... I'm just thankful that we are still meeting up now and then and still in contact after many many years of friendship.. Esp my WRS girls.. =) ♥ I hope this friendship will last a lifetime..

Plus i am also thankful that i have a great family... Hee.. My family's antics can just make me burst out laughing.. N while typing this i just really feel damn fortunate.. I have great frens... An amazing family.. Wonderful cuzzins... Aaahhhh... I'm really very thankful... Alhamdulillah... =)

Althou i have a bunch of bullies as brothers... Yes i am thankful... I say that cos i had to pause for awhile while abg violently bully me... -.- Explains my violent self.. Thanx ah brothers...

Ok thats it for now... Hope nxt week will be as wonderful as this.. =) Omg.. Feb is here alr.. Jan is gone.. Time really zooms by doesnt it... Soon it'll be periods of tests and mid terms.. Gaaahhhh... Ok da bye!

2010-01-25T22:28:00.003+08:00

Wah i damn tired... Every week 4 out of 7 days i will be home late... N by late i mean 9 plus or 10 plus... Too many responsibilities tis sem... I hope my grades wont suffer.. I'm determined to study harder this sem..

Ok kinda guilty cos ytd right i was supposed to complete all tutorials since i was home alone.. So nobody to disturb me.. But instead i got distracted by Grey's Anatomy.. -.- I'm a sucker at that i tell u.. Once i found the link to watch the show i will straight away watch it even thou i know that i'm supposed to be completing my tutorials.. Haahhhh... Ok i am obsessed with Grey's Anatomy.. =x I HAVE TO watch every season every episode... Hahaha... Dayymn...

Eh shit! I fgt what i wanted to blog abt... -.- Pfft!

Erm.. Ok.. Watched Blind Side on Sat... It was AWEEEESOOOMMMEEEE~~~ Hahaha... Den we had dinner at this sheesha place b4 they all sheesha-ed... Ok virgin trip to that place.. So abit jakon... Dunno wat to eat... Dunno wat to drink.. =p But i like the cosy ambiance.. Can fall aslp alr laa... N it was alr like wat.. Midnight!! Hahaha... The eyelids were heavy... Oh i think the sheesha thingy was spiked!! Hahaha... My bro n my cuzzies were super high the moment they started sheesha-ing.. I think they were smoking crack instead.. Pfft! Ok nxt outing... CNY... hopefully... Heehhh...

I have concluded that i have lagged reaction towards pain.. -.- Hahaha... I will not react to wat is hurting me after awhile b4 saying "ouch! shit!" ... One example.. I was flipping my lecture notes just now and it was somehow cutting my wrist.. No not a deep cut.. Just a minor paper cut.. The thing is.. U noe the edge of the paper quite long right.. So i didnt straight away pull my hand away when the paper was 'cutting' my wrist.. It was after i completed flipping the paper to the next page den i stop 'cutting' my wrist... -.- Slow reaction or what siaaa... Another example.. I accidentally hit my hand on the pointed end of the hot iron while ironing my clothes.. I stoned there for a moment b4 pulling my hand away.. Ended up there's a scar on my hand.. Its like in a state of shocked till u cant react fast.. Hence the lagged reaction.. Hahaha.. Or maybe i'm just really originally lagged.. =p What do YOU think?? Hahaha...

Getting in the MiddleEastern Mood... =p

2010-01-19T22:15:00.003+08:00

"What course are you taking?"

"Math&Econs"

"o.0 Wah!! Maths?? N Econs sum more.. Crazy ah you??"

(via runawaytrain)

I'm not that crazy after all.. Just hopeful.. =D Hahahaha... Ok just trying to make myself feel better...

2010-01-15T23:52:00.003+08:00

HAPPY FLASHY FLASHY FRIDAY!!!!

HAHAHAHA...

Ok i'm like laughing to myself listening to Muttons to Midnight while doing tutorials... Plus i'm alone in the living room making me like sum lunatic in my own world... Hahahaha... =p

Yes i'm doing tutorials.. Amazing eyy... Sooo hardworking... Another addition to my 2010 resolution... BE A MUGGER!! Omg i say this EVERY sem.. -.- Still have yet to achieve it... =x Haha! Hopefully i really be a mugger this sem... Ok at least complete all tutorials and read up lecture notes b4 lecture.. Yes.. I shall do tat.. *grins*

Wanna noe sumting?? I think i'm really obsessed with my CCA.. HAHAHAHA... Session resumed ytd.. Thou we didnt go blk D.. We crashed blk E's session... Anyways... The night b4 i dreamt that i was attending session... The boys frm camp were there.. O M G !! Obsessed or whaaatttt... o.0 But anyways.. I miss camp... Haihhhh.... Back to reality....

I think i'm gonna be really bz this sem.. The first week had just flew by and i am drained at the end of it.. Tutorials haven even started.. Ok actually doesnt make much diff since all (except one) tutorials are on Thurs.. Haha.. In a way its good cos i can bury myself in school&work and simply fgt abt certain other stuffssss.... Ah-haa... Great! =p

Ok b4 i end.. Look!!! Me n wifey are just simply fated to be tgt... Wahahaha... It was a GREEN Tuesday... ;p

2010-01-11T21:36:00.003+08:00

First day of school....

And sick....

What a great start to the new sem eyy.. -.- The first thing Shiyun asked me in lecture juz now was... "Eh how come u always sick ah?"... Hahaha... This is bad seyy... Immune system crashing.. Gaaahhhh... Need to sleep earlier frm now on n have more rest..

Sumting tat made my day the other time... =)

Awww... I'm so touched.. Sooooo touched that i feel molested!! Wahahaha... ♥♥♥ Thank you darling!! Ur baby better watch out or i'll take my darling away frm him.. =p

2010-01-09T13:46:00.002+08:00

Shit!! I'm seriously acting like a bitch at home sia.. Being like a super spoilt brat and super attitude with my parents.. Whereas only small things noe.. Small things like i'm freaking hungry since i havent eat breakfast b4 i go work this morning but there's nth to eat.. More like nth that suits my taste.. So i get freaking pissed.. I get super super irritated.. I cant really explain the feeling but i just feel super irritated n pissed and annoyed... And i just feel like i wanna scream and and and... Urgh!!!

I hate these pangs of mood swings!! I hate hate HATE it!! N i still havent eat yet...

With all those sucky moments this week.. I kinda lost my mood to go out later... Haihhh... But i cant bail out on them.. Cos i've agreed to go... Hmm.. But wat papa said ytd got me thinking... Ah fgt it..

2010-01-05T23:10:00.003+08:00

Aaaaahhhhh... I love retail therapy... Thou it was kinda cock up.. Sum issues cropped up.. Maybe go again tmr?? We shall see... Haha.. But spending sum buckaroos just made me feel a bit better alr.. =x I noe la its not a good habit.. It wont happen often la kay.. I'll limit my spending too.. Promise! Hee... ^.^

Oh ya... U noe wat.. My sister, Rina, started sec sch alr... N guess what... She's in Woodlands Ring Sec!!! Can u believe that?? Hah.. Me.. My brother.. Now her... Takpe takpe.. Buat mcm skola sendiri.. Hahaha... Mmg skola sendiri pon.. Pfft.. Frm Woodlands Ring Pri.. To Woodlands Ring Sec.. Become like family sch alr.. Great! Hahaha.. But seeing her in her sch uniform just brings me back to my first day of sec sch... My kental days... Super retarded days... Omg.. I dun wanna remind myself of my kental sec sch image siaa... Hahaha... But it brings back memories la.. I miss my sec sch days.. Haihhhh.... How times have past... I feel old alr.. =x N i'm gonna turn 22 in 7 months and 22 days time.. OMG!! 22 siaa... Ok da shut up.. Dun remind myself alr.. Heh...

Look at this...

HAHAHAHA... Omg... Soooo true... Love u la brother!!

2010-01-01T22:01:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year.. Happy New Year.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! Hahaha... =)

Celebrated the arrival of 2010 with the daaaarrrrrling cuzzies and Yan at Labrador Park.. Initially we thot we wldnt be able to see any fireworks... But but BUT... We DID!!! Haha! N it was soo freaking near... I loike.. *beams* But the ppl there quite lag sia.. The fireworks were alr fired(?) but they were still counting down.. -.- Dun care la.. As long as i had a good time with the ppl i love.. I happy.. =) Had supper at Bukit Timah Al-Ameen after that.. N we only reach home at ard 4AM!! Haha.. Enjoy or whaattt...

Ok so... A new look for my blog for the new year.. Nice onot?? Nice onot?? Hehe.. I kinda like it this way.. Kinda feel happy looking at it... Hahaha... Ok mrepek sia Lisha.. =p

I suddenly came up with this new year's resolution.. To be a bit more ladylike.. Haha! Dunno can achieve it onot... =x InsyaAllah la k... Aaaaannddd... I need to buck up with my studies... Like seriously seyy... Urgh.. I need to be more consistent in my work.. Hopefully I can achieve them.. Hmmm...

Ok tats it for now.. I'm also trying to cut down my gg online time.. Haha.. =p

2009-12-29T19:03:00.004+08:00

December made my 2009 turn out to be not that bad after all... All the tough times experienced in 2009 seems to be offset by the good times i have in December... =) I am really thankful for the very existance of those people in my life hu made my end to 2009 a good one... The new experiences i go thru... The new frens i made.. The closer bond created... The eye-openers... Everything... 2009 turned out to be a fruitful one indeed...

Being centrehead.. Planning the camp.. Handling all the volunteers... Getting closer to the boys... Having a part time job.. Meeting new friends.. Celebrating my birthday at the hotel room with amazing frens.. HTHT... Going on an overseas trip with the cuzzies.. N lots more... Just the things that made 2009 an amazing yr for me...

No doubt there were pain and heartaches... Unhappiness and misunderstandings... The lost of good frens... The awkward relationships that resulted... But i believe they are all part of growing up... They make us stronger and more mature...

I dun wanna blame anyone for any pain, heartache and disappointment that i've experienced in 2009.. Cos in any situation, i believe i am partly at fault too... I'll just take all of it as a learning point in my life.. So i would like to apologise to anyone that have been hurt by my actions of which was either on purpose or not.. But mostly not on purpose la kan.. Cos i nvr wld wanna do upon others what i dun want others to do upon me..

Mama.. Papa.. Alil.. Rina.. Abg.. Wawa.. Yaya.. Diana.. Didi.. Dada.. Riri.. Nana.. Fauzi.. Abg Zul.. Azyan.. Widad.. Ruzaina.. Frana.. Mai.. Nic.. Zuan.. Azri.. Haliem.. YY.. Juliana.. Mag.. Mitch.. Daniel.. Alvin.. Nabil.. And my other s63 peeps.. Karim.. Shamsul.. And the other WRS peeps.. My WSC frens... The boys frm the home.. The ppl frm work.. Kak Baz... Wawa n sisters.. And the ppl i got to know related to them.. That cute paintball guy(ok this one no need to add actually.. =p) ..

Thank you to all these ppl for making my 2009 a meaningful one.. I love u all... ♥♥♥

What i want for 2010 and years to come... Just to be a better person.. Live life one step at a time.. Be stronger and more patient in facing all challenges... Let HIM guide me thru everything.. Aaaannnndddd.... For me and my loved ones to be happy always and achieve whatever we wanna achieve in life.. =)

I will miss the good times in 2009.. But i am also looking forward to wat is in store for me in 2010...

2009-12-24T21:36:00.002+08:00

Less den 12 hrs to go... I am supposed to be packing alr.. But i'm still glued to the TV watching UP... Cute siaa the show... Hahaha...

Anywaaayyyyssss... I'm gg to Batam for the weekend!!! =D Only wif the cuzzies... Sexcited much!! Haha... Ok call me pathetic but i've nvr been on a trip overseas without an accompanying adult.. =p We learn/experience something new everyday what riiiiigggghhhttt.... Hehehe... Another great end to another interesting week... Haha!

Oh ya... Its been long due.. But i just wanna wish all muslims Selamat Tahun Baru Ma'al Hijrah.. =) Sorry for all my wrongdoings... If there's any of my actions or words that hurt u in any way... I sincerely apologise.. Lets langkah ke tahun baru nie dgn a new beginning?? Hahaha... Ok sounds funny.. Whatever la.. =p Pahamkan jek la k...

N she said.. Dear YOU...

Oh wait.. YOU?? YOU sape siaa... Mrepek ah Lisha.. Heeehhhh.. Ok no really... I wanted to say sumting.. But i just cant find the right word.. Pfft.. Sooo... Forget it suda la heeehhhh... Lets just say.. I'm sorry.. And truce... ^.^v

Ok da bye... I wanna go pack.. Seriously seyy.. Wat time alr... OMG... Dun miss me ppl... Ok no.. Just go on missing me la k.. =p WAHAHAHAHA!! Thick skin or whaaaaaatttttt...

2009-12-21T16:49:00.003+08:00

My week was SUPERB!! Hahaha... A huge turn for me n i'm glad... Before this i was really feeling damn emofied.. Haha.. Probably its cos of the period.. Probably not too.. Heeehhhh... But it doesnt matter anymore.. I'm moving on alr.. =)

The camp was already amazing... The weekend ended the week with a bang! =D

After the camp, had a few mins of sleep and den head out for New Moon with the girls.. The show was draggy i shall admit... BUT BUT BUT... Jacob Black was cute and HOT!!!!! *melts* Hahaha..

N ytd had PAINtball war with sum of the cuzzies and abg's frens.. It was AWEEEESOOOOOME!!! Painful but awesome.. Haha.. I got a few ugly huge bruises on me including on top of my head.. -.- But overall.. The game was great... The people... *beams* AMAZING.. Hahahaha... Ok da shut up... =p

Ok da need to get ready for work.. Heehhhh... More updates next time..

2009-12-18T12:37:00.002+08:00

Lisha is back to the world of internet connection.. Haha! Ok dun make much sense.. Whatever.. =p I am damn tired n sleepy but i just have to blog abt this....

Lemme sum up... The camp... Was... AWESOME!!!!! I had a superfreakingly good time... Laughing... Conducting the games.. Entertaining the boys kerenah (ok i dunno how to translate this to eng.. =x ) ... Looking at sum of their cute faces (oops!) and cute antics ... Looking at some of their hot bods (doubly major oops! =p)... Just simply sitting tgt with them n talking to them.. It was great... An eye-opener... N also not forgetting the time spent in the bunk bitching and gossiping and melting... HAHAHA... Ok enough Lisha... The main point is.... I had a wonderful time... N that is an understatement... I still haven get over the camp... N i miss them already... Boohoo!! =(

I tell u ah... The boys damn cute.. N damn touching laaa.... We were in the canteen just now just chatting b4 they get on the bus to go back.. N when it was time for them to board the bus they were queing up and den some of them sang this...

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

OMG... My heart cannot take it siaa.. I damn touched seriously... N i was damn sad that camp was over... I still am... Some of them will be out of the home already and wont be attending sessions... Soo... Most probably we wont be able to meet anymore.. Sad right... Haiiihhhhhh.... I'll miss them siaa... Ok Lisha.. U're such a sucker... Getting so emotional.. Heeehhhh...

But seriously... This was the most fulfilling and eye-opening camp so far... The hard work put in was paid off.. Looking at them enjoying the games we prepared.. It was just great.. That is one thing.. The other is that... It opened my eyes to the kind of lives they have to lead... The way they think.. N how society just sumtimes dun give them a chance forcing them back to their past ways... We are glad to know that they learn something from being in the home.. I just hope they dun get influenced and go back to the way they were... It was a great feeling that at least we managed to let them know that there are still ppl hu cares.. Even thou we are frm totally different worlds... We dun look down on them..

They actually asked us.. "Asl korg nak dtg sini abe volunteer eh?? Korg dapat ape?? (Why u all wanna come here and volunteer ah?? What do u all get?)".. "Org kan slalu fikir kite sume nie jahat.. Gangster.. Asl korg maseh nak dtg eh?? (Ppl always think we are bad.. Gangsters.. Why do u all still wanna come here??)" ... "Korg tak menyesal ke dtg camp 3 hari mase holiday?? (Dun u all regret coming here for camp for 3 days during ur holiday?)"

Waaahhhhh... Damn sad... Hmmm... I dun regret gg for the camp.. Not even one tiny bit.. I learn alot frm it... I benefited alot frm it.. I hope those hu were involved in the camp benefited too.. This camp is a huge thing for me... Cos i was the one preparing for it and organizing it with the help of my trusty gamemasters... This camp was my first ever one that i organized... Knowing me.. I will usually just stand in the background.. I dun usually stand at the forefront giving the instructions... Soo this is a really HUGE deal for me.. I am glad that everything went soo well despite the rain... Alhamdulillah...

I know this is super damn long alr... But lemme end by thanking all my gamemasters and grp leaders for helping me out and supporting me all the way... Without u ppl this camp wont be a success... Thank you for ur time and effort.. Love u all... Also not forgetting the boys... Without their enthusiasm and everlasting energy the camp wont be as much fun... Oh ya... Thanks to the staff also... Mr Ang especially... =) (Not that they read this.. But dun care la..)

Oh ya.. Found a hot eyecandy there.. Haha! Sorry laa... I like bad boys caaaannnn... =p

2009-12-15T19:03:00.003+08:00

I hate packing.. I hate packing.. I hate packing... I hate packing.. I hate packing........

Okok... Always look on the bright side of life~~~ Almost done..

Dear God... Pls dun make it rain for the next 2 days... Thank YOU.. I love YOU.. =)

Lemme tell u one secret... Not much of a secret actually... I cant wait for Christmas!!! Hahaha... Ok da.. Lets leave it at that... Hehe.. All I want for Cristmas.... Is........ All the money i can get so that i can enjoy on that very day.. Haha!

Aaaannndddd.... Why oh why... Tell me why r u sleeping over when i'll be away my dear Didi?? I miss those sleepovers hokay.. Tsk!

2009-12-11T18:24:00.002+08:00

EMONOMORE-LISHA.SHEISCUTE.COM

Wahahahaha.... Ok seriously... Retail therapy helps... Not that i shop alot just now... Just bought sum random stuff.. Food helps too... A lot a lot of food.. Bwahahaha... Seriously siaa.. I keep on eating and eating.. Even in the middle of the night... Damn i'm gonna gain weight.. But like mentioned above.. Still cute as ever.. Ok da shut up lisha! =p

Cause of my emo-ness?? Haaahhhh.. Dun wanna share... Yes i'm selfish.. But hu cares anyway.. Damn i realise right... I dun really tell anyone abt any emo-ness i feel.. Only 'Dear Diary' knows.. Hahaha.. If somebody actually steal it away frm me... Den i die.. Cos ah.. There is like A LOT... N i really mean A LOT of deep dark secrets... Old fashion much... I still WRITE down my rantings in my so-called diary.. Heh...

One of my cousin's cousin passed away today... Innalillah... N she is soo freaking young.. Ok not that young.. Older den me.. N married.. With kids.. But still considered young la kan.. N she passed away.. O M G... Sad or whaattt... And it made me realise... Whats the point of being emo n depressed... When i am still alive.. And the people i love are still alive... What more can i ask for... I sld make the most out of it.. =) Thank you Allah for making me realise this...

So... Toodles people... Enjoy the weekend... Cos i noe i will! Weee~~~ If u dunno how to den come find me.. Chey! Like real... Wahaha... Ok da bye...

2009-12-08T23:59:00.001+08:00

Ok i was 'feeling feeling emo' so i did this...

OMG... I damn emo.. Like Mitch said.. I went Sentosa on Sun to take emo shots.. Heh! Ok laa.. Actually quite emo la... But can still control... I emo to myself la ok.. Wont let it affect others.. I hope.. Heh!

Oh wells... All i need is my loved ones to lift that emo feeling bit by bit.. =) A good thing my weekends are planned out all the way till school reopen.. But i still need to fill in my weekdays.. Ok shall go make plans.. Hehe.. =p

N sooo... On Sun was a belated birthday surprise for Yan and an advance one for Abg Zul.. It was a success.. They didnt have the slightest clue.. Woots! I had great fun.. Thanks to all me beloved cuzzies for making it a night to remember.. =) N pls pls pls... Make the 25th and 26th plan happen.. More meet ups too alritey...

2009-12-05T18:45:00.006+08:00

Lemme start with this.....

(via sweethomestyle)

OMG.. I want that too!!! Ubber cool!

Ok anyways.. I've been blogging so much lately... Haha.. Suddenly so much to say ah...

Okok.. Firstly... The most important stuff first... THE HOLIDAY IS HERE ALREADY!!! Finally.. Haha... Ok la i noe la a bit backdated.. Almost everyone else enjoying holidays alr... Now den i wanna talk abt hols... Pfft... But it doesnt matter... The most impt thing is... I'M FREE!!! =D So ppl.. Come and date me... Hehehe..

Had Year End Party '09 held by blk D ytd evening... I'm telling u... They damn cool la.. After dinner the boys were dancing to the music being played... Cool siaa... I like.. =) Ok la i think cos i cant dance so tats y it seems cool to me.. In fact all dancers seems cool to me... Cos i noe i wont be able to do those moves.. Haha... Kental i noe.. =p Anyways they nvr fail to make me laugh n smile... They can be damn cute n funny at times... Haha...

Ok i think i damn obsessed with my CCA.. =x Haha! The thing is those boys just make my day la at times... They dun really do anything except for just being their cheeky selves.. N they can make me laugh n smile n be happy.. Haha.. Weird i know... While many are lazy to attend sessions... I enjoy gg for sessions.. Hahaha... Whatever... I cant wait for camp which is in 2 weeks.. Hope it'll go on smoothly...

And look!

Its smiling at me!! Haha... It was liddat when i opened it.. I didnt do anything to it.. Cool right..
Wifey said i'm lame.. =p

And tomorrow.... Ok i'll talk abt tmr after i've gone thru wat i'm supposed to be doing tmr... Haha! Ok bye!

2009-12-04T00:37:00.004+08:00

(via coollike)

Depicting EXACTLY what i'm facing right now.... Less den 12 hrs to go n i'll be free... 10 hrs 47 mins left to be exact! Haha.. Yes.. I'm counting down... Heh...

Plus... Studying gives me hunger strikes... I'm gonna grow fat thx to the stress.. Pfft..

2009-12-01T16:33:00.003+08:00

Was looking thru photos in fb n i saw that... Romantic right my abg sedare... Awww... Ok sorry i curik this n post it here... Hehe.. But really seyy... Romantic right... =) Didnt noe he had that romantic side to him.. Haha.. Not many guys out there who are willing to go thru all the trouble to do this.. Touching ah abg an... May ur happiness last forever... =)

What m i doing looking at photos instead of mugging for my final paper on Friday u may ask... I have no idea.. Haha... Tired siaa.. Ok insyaAllah tonight i'll resume studying.. For now.. Lemme have my break okays... One more.. Just ONE more paper.. Endure girl!

Haihhhh... I miss so many ppl suddenly... Nvm.. Meet-ups after exams hopefully.. Less den a week to go...

2009-11-24T14:54:00.002+08:00

I noe i noe... I sldnt be blogging so much since i have to study for the finals.. But i just hafta say this.. My mama is the best i tell u!! =) Haha..

I'm studying for my real analysis n my nose is still a bit haywire.. So i keep on sniffing hard n making so much noise.. N suddenly mama came to me with a glass of honey water... =D Ok i dun really adore drinking honey water thou it doesnt taste that bad.. Heh.. Anyways... I'm so touched by the gesture... Thank you mama!! Love you lots!! ♥ Mmmuaaaaackz! I have the best mama in the world... What more can i ask for... =)

2009-11-23T14:44:00.006+08:00

Monday blues... Monday blues... Monday blues... Pfft...

Got tired of studying.. So juz lemme do this for awhile.. Haha.. Ytd papa n mama were getting ready to go jemputan.. Den i kepo kepo inside their room.. N as papa was combing his hair he said to me, "Sha, kasi siket rambut nak tampal kat atas kepale aku. (Sha, gimme sum of ur hair i wanna put on my head.)" HAHAHAHAHAHA.... Cannot take it siaa...

Ok i've just sneezed 1... 2... 5 times!! consecutively... Ok wait one more coming..... AH-CHOOOOO~~~~ Damn this cold is killing me... Cold plus cough in the midst of studying for exams... Not a good thing when u need full concentration... Pfft... 2 weekends in a row falling sick.. Kental or whaaattt sia Lisha.. Pfft.. Wish me well ppl...

Oh ya... I cldnt sleep last night cos horrr... I was missing somebody.... -.- Den right when i finally fell asleep i dreamt of zombies invading the place.. Double -.- .... I need rest when i sleep.. Not running away frm zombies.. Haiyerr...

2009-11-20T16:15:00.002+08:00

"I thot by now u sld have alr know how to take care of urself?"

-.- Hahaha.. Was chatting wif a gd fren of mine last night... N i was complaining abt how i was very sick last week... Ok no need to say how sick i was... It was the worst ever... Thx to the stress n workload i have this sem.. N that (above) was wat he said to me.. FYI... I DO know how to take care of myself ok.. Or maybe tats wat i want myself to belief.. =p Oh wells... Lisha strong what... I'll be ok... Heh..

Ok i think my elbow is too boney... -.- I've been sitting at the dining table using the laptop for long hrs and now that part of my elbow hurts.. Cos i've been resting my elbow on the table while using the laptop... N i can feel the bone sticking out as i rest my elbow on the table... Pain siaa... I think lebam(bruised) alr... -.-

2009-11-13T15:12:00.002+08:00

Just to sum everything up... Watched My Sister's Keeper on Wed night.. N i cried.. ='(

N i'm currently not feeling too good... Urgh!

Ok bye!

2009-11-12T01:21:00.003+08:00

The only thing keeping me sane right now is the faith that HE will ALWAYS be there for me... n there's a reason for every occurance in this world...

p.s. n same goes to YOU.. u wont know what i'm gg thru unless u're in my shoes...

p.p.s. will blog abt today(or rather ytd) when the mood strikes.. maybe tmr(or later).. or the day after tmr.. or... i dunno when.. -.-

2009-11-08T15:09:00.003+08:00

Dear 29triple9triple7triple4,

She said she needs you to do her a HUGE favour to make things a lil easier for her and simply tell her u dun want her to ever appear in ur life ever again.. Your cooperation is very much appreciated... She'll be praying for ur happiness frm far..

Love♥,
Your dear HER

2009-11-06T21:11:00.010+08:00

This week was hectic... November came too fast... Soon it will be exams... One by one assignments and projects are due... Too much to do.. So little time.. I need to start my intense mugging regime... Hu wanna join me?? Make me study pls... I CANNOT leave everything to the last min AGAIN.. Pls pls pls... Make me study... I need someone to push me... Gaaahhhhh... I hate this sem... Oh wait.. I think i say that every sem... -.-

Such redundant entry... Pfft!

2009-10-29T16:19:00.002+08:00

I was acting crazy n this was what happened...

Mama wanted to change her bedsheet... N i decided to be irritating n laid on the bed.. N she just put the bedsheet ON TOP of me... Thx ma... -.-

2009-10-26T14:34:00.003+08:00

And I GO~~~

"If you want us to not see each other anymore, I will do that..
But you have to teach my heart to forget ~~her~~him
Cos my heart don't know how to..."
-adapted from Mahesh, Talentime

Talentime was excellent!! A must watch... The last of Yasmin Ahmad's films.. A huge lost. She makes good movies.. Movies which will make you think.. About every single character appearing in the movie.. About every single thing that occured in the movie.. Her movies always left me with questions about life.. Her movies make me look at life in a different way at times... With all the stereotypes in the multi-racial society.. Bringing up so many controversial issues.. Amazing how she can make you laugh at one moment and just tear up or even cry at the next within that 2 hrs of showtime... Its sad that there won't be anymore of her amazingly great movies..

I still cant get over Talentime... I wanna go watch again... Who's up for it?? =)

2009-10-22T18:16:00.003+08:00

=D

HAHAHA... Me am feeling happy... It doesnt matter tat my arms are hurting like hell.. Seriously like hell... The main point is... Me am happy.. Hahaha... Wanna noe y?? I noe u all kepo right right right... Heee....

Anyhoos... Ytd night was a night of fun n games.. ^.^v Went to GameHaven@SAFRA which is at Clarke Quay.. Met the brothers n Yan at 7pm n we headed home at 12plus.. =p Hahaha... Fun or whaaattt.... Siblings bonding siaaa... =)

Started wif Life4Dead... Played until headache... Mabok siaa... Ok kental i noe... Cos ah its like oni an hr plus or less.. =x Den i cldnt take it alr.. Aaaannndddd... I cldnt even make the character walk properly.. Poor control of the mouse n keyboard... These kinda games... Sooo not my kinda thing.. If its on x-box or PS... I can still play.. But on the PC... Heeehhhh.. =p

Mabok Already.. =x

After that we headed to the Wii room... My favourite! Hahaha... Soooo fun... =) Ok i suck at Giutar Hero... N Wii boxing.. But but but... I'M THE KING OF THE WABBITS!!! HAHAHAHA... Ok i noe u all dun get it.. Dun care... Woohoo...

N noooowwwww... My arms are aching like hell.. But its worth it.. =) Luuurrrvveeessss the brothers to the core... ♥

2009-10-11T18:47:00.004+08:00

PROJECT DEMURE : FAILED!

Hahahaha... Look at the conversation i had wif Frana on Friday (click to enlarge)...

Ok sorry its in Malay... But basically we were talking abt how others say we still walk like a guy even thou we dress like a lady... Soo... Since we were gg to be wearing 'kebaya' with the skirt that doesnt allow us to really take big steps.. We decided to be A BIT more demure on Sat.. N what happened on Sat?? Hahaha.. So much for being A BIT more demure la eh.. Maybe only in terms of what i wear... Other den tat.. I am still so much un-ladylike... Pfft...

Ok that aside... Ytd was GREAT... AWESOME!!! Hehe.. Enjoyed the company.. The crazy photo-taking moments.. The cockroach moments... The run-after-the-bus-in-baju-kurung-and-heels moments... EVERYTHING!! =) Its cool to know that we are still as crazy as ever and still going strong after about 9 years of friendship... Lurves u WRS ppl to the max... I hope this tradition can go on for as long as possible.. Hehehe...

N thanx to all those who made it a success... Esp those who stayed throughout the ENTIRE thing... Those hu had to leave halfway.. Cant help it la.. Those hu totally MIA.. -.- Next time maybe.. Thou it was tiring but i believe each n everyone of us had a great time ytd... =)

Credits to Frana.. =)

From THIS...

To THIS...

2009-10-09T18:14:00.004+08:00

=D

HAHAHAHA...

I dunno y but i felt like just smiling for no apparent reason.. =x Crazy i noe.. But hu cares... So many ppl call me crazy alr.. Doesnt matter.. Haha.. =p

Session ytd was great.. All i did was played UNO... N having to do forfeit... Loser sia lisha.. =p N yes we have forfeit even when playing UNO... Haha.. Supper after tat was also great.. =) A great end to the day... Woots! Waiting for them to go blog abt it on the Blk D blog..

Anyways... Was sms-ing Umar ytd night.. N it made me wanna blog abt this.. I think this period is like a season of accidents liddat.. Hahaha... Cos the other time i was asking Umar if he'll be joining our jalan raya... N he said he's celebrating hari raya in the hospital.. 0.0 Poor him.. Sad right... N its quite serious also... Haiya.. Tat guy ah.. Accident so many times alr.. I think everytime during fasting mth he accident.. Haha.. Cos last yr also when we went for break fast wif the WRS ppl... He just had an accident.. This yr also.. -.- Aiyayai... Scary ah...

N den.. It got me thinking.. My cuzin's fiance also met wif an accident a while b4 fasting mth started (kan?)... N deeennnn.. I saw that motobike accident that happened right in front of me that made me panic... N deeennnn... Our car got into a minor accident while on the way to break fast tgt wif the cuzzies... N deeennnn.. My cuzin's ex-bf died in a motorcycle accident the day b4 i went break fast wif the cuzzies... A LOT right... That doesnt include the ones that i'm unaware of... Scaaaryyy....

Oh oh oh... Alil coming back frm Philippines tonight... =D

N n n.. Tmr jalan rayer wif the WRS peeps... Woohoo!! Like frana say.. (S)excited!! Woots! Plan the route headache siaa... Confusing... Can i resign from this position nxt yr?? I wanna retire... Can?? Can?? Can?? Hahahaha... =p

2009-10-05T14:49:00.001+08:00

School is making me a loner... -.- I am not liking this sem.. Too much things to do... Too many projects n assignments.. Too many responsibilities.. Too much stress.. Wifey have no breaks at the same time as me... N dun usually start/end school at the same time as me... Sooo... I'm pretty much a loner this sem.. Ok ya.. I am kinda anti-social too... Ok i usually have one of my coursemate wif me.. But today she have project meeting with her grp which the lecturer randomly assign.. Sooo... We arent in the same project grp for that particular module.. Pfft... Ok enuf abt the depressing life i lead... Majorly pathetic... Oh wells... I'll survuve..

Anyhoos... Had to wake up early tis morning to send Alil n Muhsin (Alil's fren) to the airport... They are gg to Manila.. They insisted that the area they are going is not affected by the flood.. Haha.. Ok la.. Hope it really is not affected by the flood ok.. They have a soccer match there.. They're in ITE Simei soccer team by the way.. In any case... Take care la ok u 2... Have fun... (They dun read this.. But wat the hell right.. Dun care la.. =p)

We didnt wait for them to enter the departure gate.. Or watever that thing is called.. =p N we as in me, papa n Azyan (Alil's 'fren' hu has now become my fren also).. Cos i got school at 1030 n papa got work... Sooo.. We left at 0915.. By the time we reached home it was alr 0940.. Heehhhh.. Took my bag, do my business in the toilet.. HAHA.. Den off to Pioneer Rd North.. Since we alr used the $20 coupon might as well bring it to school right (my dad owns a weekend car if u're still lost abt the $20 coupon thingy).. Sent Yan home since her hse is like right beside my school.. Haha.. Lucky traffic wasnt bad.. Manage to reach on time.. N sooo.. Right now.. The car is sitting in the carpark waiting for me to end at 5.30 (thank god for the not-operational-yet-ERP-thingy-which-makes-the-open-carpark-free-for-now)... HOPEFULLY... Traffic wont be TOO congested.. Gaaahhh...

Time.pass.by.so.SLOWLY!!! Time check: 3:05.. Lecture starts in 25 mins.. School ends in 2hr 25mins.. Argh!! Can u see how bored i am?? 2 hrs break... Explains why i am telling u all these random-tak-perlu-tau(random-no-need-to-know) stuff... -.- Ok i need to pee.. Den off to lecture... (More random-tak-perlu-tau stuffs.. -.-)

2009-09-30T01:40:00.002+08:00

Look wat i did to myself...

How nice.. I accidentally poked my palm while listening to Alil telling me sumting tat happened to him juz now otw to meet his 'fren'.. I was playing wif my pen... Den i dunno how la i accidentally poked my palm n caused that... Difficult to explain in words.. But still... Pain siaaa... It happened half an hr ago but i have yet to wash off the blood cos i cant find the courage to face the little bit of pain.. Ok loser i noe... But dun care... I shall gather my courage first.. =p N it hurts siaa... Like really hurts.. I can feel the pain right up to my arm.. Gaaahhhh... I noe i noe.. Its juz a small thing.. BUT STILL.... It hurts hokay! =(

This is really not a good hari raya for me seyy... The first day of raya.. I ACCIDENTALLY kicked the wall.. I freaking kicked the wall!! A few days after tat while pushing the trolley at Sheng Shiong.. I ACCIDENTALLY kicked the trolley.. TWICE!! -.- Den a few days after that i ACCIDENTALLY bit on the same spot of my ulcer... Two days after that which was Sat night... I ACCIDENTALLY hit my elbow on the wall... N today... This... Wah seyy... My accident-prone nature escalates this raya seyy.. How how how??? Will it ever go away?? Haihhh... Poor me.. =(

2009-09-28T00:19:00.005+08:00

Heyy all!!! My weekend was a BLAST! Haha.. Ok laa.. It wasnt as fun n exciting as previous yrs but its still sumting.. Went ard visiting the elders from both mama & papa side.. Had fun still.. So i wont complain.. ^.^v ( i think i've been using this so often.. N if u look thru my photos u'll see tat i do it so often.. -.- )

Do we look like siblings??

I am not really in the mood to update everything tat happen here la.. Cos i have this qn bugging my mind the whole weekend.. Is it wrong that .......??? Ok fgt it.. I dun wanna say it here.. Pfft.. Wait.. Is tat the reason why .... ?? Ok da shut up lisha!! I shall go blog abt tis elsewhere.. Heh...

Oh.. By the wayyy... Recess week is here!!!! But i'll still have a lot on my hands.. Pfft... Assignments due at the end of the week and another when school reopens.. Me am not liking this.. This sem is soo stressful for me.. Grr..

Anyways.. Saw eyecandy juz now before the day ends.. ^.^v Ok da bye.. Huahuahua... =p

2009-09-22T20:25:00.003+08:00

My daddy is so funny... Hahaha... Look laa..

HAHAHA... I got this for him n my elder bro when i went to London ages ago.. Hahaha.. N on Sat night he was wearing this shirt den i made him pose for this photo.. Hehe.. Shh.. Dun tell him i post this up on my blog.. =p Super unglam la papa... Hahaha... N if u're wondering... No.. Tat shirt wasnt the only thing tat i got him during the UK trip dunno how many yrs back.. =p

N look wat my cuzzie did...

HAHAHAHA... The leg on the left was Alil's leg.. N on the right was Didi's leg... N the photo at the bottom was Didi trying to show off his hairless leg.. HAHAHA... Is was damn warm so they decided to fold up their pants and tried to be sexy.. -.- Apparently not.. Too bad i cant act sexy also even thou i was feeling warm as well.. Hahaha.. Aurat oi.. Aurat! =p

The other day when the cuzzies went Geylang n wanted to go home alr.. He wanted to hail a cab.. Soo... He lifted up his pants to show off his sexy legs to try to stop the cab... Trying to immitate Kogi in the malay show '9 September'... N coincidentally, the cab stopped.. HAHAHA... Frm den on he claimed tat his 'sexy' leg cld make the cab stop.. -.- Wahaha.. Like real oni...

Now.. Talking abt 9 September... Siapakah gerangan orang itu yg email kat aku lagu tuuu??? Haiyaa... Penat aku pejam mata.. Die tak muncul pon... Tsk!

Hari Raya was fine.. Not really great.. Just fine.. All cos my mind was stressed out wif HE312 presentation.. Finally.. Its over.. Sort of.. Heh..

Hmm... But there was a bit of drama ytd.. Heeehhhh... Ok no need to know.. Family matter... But den horr.. I wonderr... Ok nvm.. Shall keep tat thot to myself.. =p Anyhoos... Althou Hari Raya as a whole wasnt tat fantastic.. I had a great time wif the cuzzies.. Frm both side of the family.. Soo.. I had a great kecoh-rable Sun n Mon.. =) Juz waiting for abg to upload the photos on FB..

School school school... If only recess week is this week instead of next.. Den i can enjoy the Hari Raya better.. Tsk! Oh wells.. At least when recess week dun come so early it will mean project deadlines and mid terms wont come so early as well.. Ok la.. In a way it IS a good thing also.. Heehhh..

Ok i cant wait to go all the jalan raya tat have been planned.. Wif the family and wif the frens as well.. Wee...

2009-09-19T01:25:00.003+08:00

School have been very veeerrryyyy tiring for me... HE312 is really irritating me n draining all my energy... Now tell me.. How the hell m i gonna look good for Hari Raya when i am soo tired n stressed out with school work?? Sheesh.. Just another reason y i am soo not looking forward to it.. Pfft!

N i realised tat tis sem i have been staying in school till late more often den usual.. Just tis week i break fast in school for 3 days... How nice... Pfft!

My room is still in a mess thou i manage to wipe the dust off my room window amidst my hectic schedule.. Heh.. You go girl! Apart from tat, my room is still in a mess.. Gaaahhhh... Less den 24 hrs to go b4 Hari Raya.. N nth is completely done.. I am doing projects instead of preparing for Hari Raya.. How fun is tat huh... I'm not in the mood to celebrate alr.. Pfft!

HOWEVER.... Sessions every Thurs night usually nvr fail to let me unwind a bit.. Heh.. They can be so funny n adorable at times... N for this week's session i got this...

So much for opening wif care... There was nth written in it... -.- Joker siaa... Hahaha... But nevertheless... I appreciate the thot.. =) Thx 'H'.... Too bad he's not joining session anymore.. Hmm...

Oh n look.. My camera have alr been discharged hence the clear photos.. Hee.. Me love micro function.. ^.^v N the early discharge is all thx to tat super nice pakcik hu attended to me last week.. =) Now i can camwhore a whole lot during Hari Raya.. Heh.. =p

I'm complaining tat i'm tired yet i'm still awake at this ungodly hour.. -.- My biological clock have gone haywire.. So have my eating habit... Gaaahhhh....

Ok b4 i end... Lemme say this...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!!!!! in advance.... =)

Do forgive all my wrongdoings ya.. I noe at times i talk w/o thinking much and say things tat can hurt ppl.. Thou i really dun mean to hurt them... I'm not perfect.. I make LOTSA mistakes.. Realised n unrealised... So in any case that i got hurt anyone at all.. In any case that i did anything wrong to anyone.. I apologise.. Frm deep within me i wanna say.. I'm sooo very sorry... Love u all... Enjoy the holidays ya! =)

2009-09-12T01:07:00.003+08:00

Can you read those words on that tiny piece of paper?? In case you cant... It says 'kuku Bird!! =P'... Pardon the blur photo.. I used my hp camera since my digicam have been admitted to the camera hospital.. Heehhh... Anyways.. That was wat i found in my pencilcase juz now.. Right after Alil return it to me after borrowing a pen frm me.. He really have a way to irritate me... -.-

And this... Is a corridor in school in S4... I hafta walk this long stretch of hallway every Tues to get to TR165A.. That tutorial room my fren is all the way at the end of the hallway.. As if going down that superly long flight of stairs is not enuf to wake me up.. I have to rush all the way to the end of this hallway to get to tutorial.. N i do mean RUSH.. Cos the lecturer before this lesson talks a lot and dun end 15 mins earlier like he's supposed to... NTU have a way in making us exercise... Well, i guess i can have superly toned legs by the time i graduate... NOT! =p

Ok such a random post... Good~~night~~morning ALL... =)

2009-09-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

Had WSC Youth orientation last Sat... Damn tiring i tell u... Anyways... I dun wanna say much abt it cos i will soon post an entry in the blk D blog... Link available under exits if u interested to read laa...

What i wanted to talk abt is.... I have a new volunteer frm Mauritius.. Cool right Mauritius... I loike... N one thing she said that really set me thinking... Hahaha... She said that the main thing that she noticed when she get on the MRT is that everyone looks so sad and depressed... 0.0 Hahaha... Wat an image for us to give to foreigners on the MRT right... See people... We have to smile more on the train... Hahaha.. Riiiggghttt.... Den everyone will think that u're crazy... =p

Now that she mentioned it.. I realise that its kinda true.. Hahaha.. Everyone on the train looks so stoned and serious... So unfriendly.. Hahaha.. Yes yes.. Me included.. Heehhh... But its true wat one of my fellow volunteer said la.. He said that usually on the train most of us dun think and just turn to the stoning mode... Haha..

But heyy.. I think my Mauritian volunteer have not seen me wif sum of my frens on the train.. I think that will change her viewpoint abt all singaporeans being so sad and depressed all the time.. Haha.. If she does see us on the train during one of our crazy moments den i think frm sad&depressed we will turn to crazy&loud... Hahaha.. =p

11 more days to HARI RAYA!!!!! A bit excited yet not really in the mood to celebrate.. -.- I dun get it myself...

Uwouldntknowwho.... Hmmm... Da pejamkan mata... Mane niee tak muncul2 pon.. Or mungkin aku jek tak sedar yg die da muncul?? Ok wait.. u wouldnt know who... How come it suddenly sound familiar.. Hmmm... Could it be could it be could it be?? Haihh.. Dunno laa... But can u juz appear in front of me n tell me hu u r.. Pretty pleaasseee... Hee...

Ok i noe all of u dun get this last part... Hahaha... Juz ignore it.. Sum random thots abt sumting.. =p

2009-09-03T00:44:00.004+08:00

'Can't Let The Music Stop!~~'

Hahaha... Listening to that juz reminds me of Qaisara... Sooo damn cute la tis little makcik... The other time she actually sang along to tat song... Imagine la a 4(?) yr old kid singing along to David Archuleta's 'Touch My Hand' and sum other songs like 'Kiss Me Thru The Phone' (i think)... She remembered almost the whole lyrics laa... Whereas i can only remember 'Only me, only you... *sumting sumting*' & 'CANT LET THE MUSIC STOP!~~' ... Those are the only lines i can remember... Wahaha... =p Loser sia Lisha...

I am sooo geram with that little girl... Hahaha.. Wanna noe how she scold her younger brother?? 'Yong Ah Qeel!' .... Since when her brother turned Chinese?? I have no idea... Hahaha.... A proof of how kids actually listen to what others say and follow blindly... The things she learn frm school... Hahaha..

N talking abt her little brother... Aqeel also never fails to make me smile everytime i see him.. Hahaha... Kids do the darnest things i tell u... I love these 2 kids soo very much la caannn... Sooo damn cute..

Oh.. Qaisara n Aqeel are my abg sedare(cuzin)'s children by the way...

Oh oh oh... Wanna noe wat... I just realised that for my 21st birthday i actually cut 4 CAKES!! Hahaha... Talk abt new experiences every~~day~~year man.. =p

Thanks to Nana Dear&Family =)

Thanks to MyBelovedFamily&YayaDianah =)

Thanks to WSCYouth Blk D Peeps =)

Thanks to my Darling S63 Peeps =)

2009-08-23T18:43:00.000+08:00

I have lost the urge to blog... Haaahhhhh... Crap.. Ok anyways.. B4 i start rambling..

HAPPY FASTING!!!

I have abt half an hr to go... My tummy is alr growling.. Patience girl...

Anyways.. There are a lot of talks on the irony of Ramadan n Hungry Ghost Festival occuring simultaneously.. Hmm.. Well.. After much thot.. I've come to a conclusion... Since during hungry ghost its the spirits of the dead tat come out right?? Den there's no contradiction whaaattt... Even during Ramadan there are spirits of the dead aka ROH lingering ard... Sooo... No contradiction la.. Hahaha... Ok i think right i sld be thinking abt other more impt things rather den these minor stuff.. =p

But there is another explaination as well.. This was wat my younger bro's manager told him..
It's wise tat Ramadan n Hungry Ghost occur tgt.. Because... The ghost are fasting whaaattt.. Tats y they are hungry...
-.- Hahahaha... Interesting analogy...

2009-08-12T12:45:00.004+08:00

Harlow... Again... =p I am currently in SPMS com lab.. Wasting time waiting for my turn (again) to man the booth for WSC fair... -.- Damn tired can.. This morning had to come school early n set up the booth... Waaahhhh.. Dumb right me sleep so late den hafta wake up early n now i'm zombified.. -.-

Anyways... I am bored right now.. Sooo.... I shall update u abt my wonderfully amazing weekend... Althou i had lack of sleep... Like major lack of sleep... 3 hrs a night for 3 days straight.. Mage zombified at the end of it.. Haaahhh... But it doesnt matter... Cos i enjoyed my time.. Hee...

Well... Lets start wif Sat in the weee morning... At ard 3AM me n papa went to fetch Alil from work... N on the way back along BKE gg into SLE... I witnessed an accident!! A freaking motorbike ACCIDENT!!! Do u noe how scary tat is.. N the bike slide right in front of my lane.. With all the sparks.. Gaaahhh.. N bear in mind it was alr 4AM by tat time n i am alr stoned... I woke up early tat morning cos of work.. So with almost 24 hrs w/o sleep... I was stoned.. Lucky papa was wif me.. Else i wont noe how to react.. Gaaaahhhh... Talking abt experiencing a new thing everyday man.. I hope that cyclist was ok.. I was too traumatised n too panic-ed to stop.. =x

We only reach home at ard 5AM cos papa wanna go eat first... In a few hrs time i got work.. -.- Major zombie alr.. After work met Widad n we headed to Royal Plaza on Scotts to check-in... N on the way to meet her.. Sumbody actually almost ruin the surprise planned by sms-ing me.. Haaahhhh.. Ok u will noe wat surprise later...

N soo.. Check-in.. Slack in hotel.. Den YY came.. Den we snuggled in bed.. Den camwhored... Den at ard 630PM we headed down to Sim Lim Square (decoy) cos Widad wanted to collect her laptop... Den we go bugis buy KEROPOKS... Hahaha... Den we headed back to the hotel.. By this time.. All the rest were sms-ing me n saying they werent coming... So i really REALLY thot it was only the girls ard.. BUT DEEEENNNNN...

When i opened the hotel room door... In total darkness i can see this banner hanging in front of me n balloons.. In my mind went 'How the hell did all this get here?? How the hell were they able to enter the hotel room?? U mean the hotel staff can anyhow give them the key ah??' ... HAHAHAHA... I noe.. I sound so dumb right... =p N when i stepped in.. I got sprayed by confetti spray... Haaahhh... A word of advice... NEVER EVER use confetti spray in a hotel room... The mess is unbearable... Hahaha...

After the mini belated birthday celebration we headed down to Newton Circus for dinner... There i found out tat when YY wanted to 'ask for directions' to Newton Circus at the reception she actually was telling the staff tat the rest are coming in so they were supposed to pass the key to Juliana... Haahhh.. So much for the staff anyhow giving the key to ppl... HAHAHA...

After dinner we cleaned up the place... Oh oh oh... Another word of advice... Dun use soo many balloons ok... HAHAHA... =p Anyways.. Played sum games.. They did 7-wonders... More of Mag, Alvin n Mitch.. Hahahaha... I like.. When it doesnt happen to me la tat is.. =p Den had HTHT aka Heart-To-Heart-Talk at night... Hahaha... We all shared quite a number of details not to be mentioned here... Wat is said in Royal Plaza stays in Royal Plaza ok... =p We only slept at ard 5-6AM... Hahaha...

Woke up at 8 for breakfast... Me n Widad only.. =p Walked ard town... Headed to Tully's at OC.. Maaaggg... I love the cake... Woohoo... Lisha is happy whenever she gets chocolate... =) Heaven!! But i have to control my sugar intake okays! NOT!!! Hahaha... =p After tat head back home...

Slept for awhile b4 heading out again at ard 10PM... Met Azyan at Somerset.. Den we headed to Cuppage to meet Yaya&AbgZul and their frens.. N we headed for dinner...

Hahaha... All in all... My National Day weekend was a blast!!!! =) Me am very very happy... I love my s63 peeps to the very very max!!! Weeee~

Ok pardon the super long n wordy entry... I just cant help it but wanna story abt everything tat happened... =p Hahaha... Plus i cant upload any photos cos i'm on the school pc and all photos are in my laptop... Sooo... Go to my fb if u really kepo n wanna see ok.. Hee... Ok bye.. I hafta go back to the wsc fair... Endure Lisha... ENDURE!!!

Bye Darlings! =)

2009-08-12T01:20:00.003+08:00

Hello hello hello... =) Have i mention tat i have a blast of a weekend.. Like a real huge huge enormous blast... Hehehe... N n n... WE EXPERIENCE A NEW THING EVERYDAAAAYYYY!!!! Hahahaha... N for this weekend... I checked myself into a hotel room!!! Woohoo... Lisha so cool.. With the company of Widad laa.. Hee..

Ok i wanna tell the whole story.. But den but den but deeennnn... I am tired n its waaayyy past the time i am supposed to be in bed.. =x Sooo.. I shall cont when i am less busy enjoying life ok.. Huahuahua...

Ok SNEAK PEEK!!

2009-08-07T17:00:00.002+08:00

Me am looking forward to TOMORROW!!! Hahahaha... U know i know public dunno k.. Hee... Hurry hurry tmr pleeaassseee... But for sure... We experience a new thing everydaaayyyyy... Hahaha... =p

Oh oh oh... Talking abt experiencing a new thing everyday... The other day right... I drove into JB!!! Wahaha... Lisha sooo cool!!! Huahuahua... I noe i noe... Nth to be so happy abt... But deeennnnn... For this lil coward hu usually refuses to get out of her comfort zone... Its a HUGE thing laa... Initially papa asked me to drive the car down frm the carpark.. N the next thing i noe he told me to just continue driving.. 0.0 I was nervous caannn... But no worries.. Amidst the stress moments for me n papa.. We arrived Pasar Larkin safely.. N den papa took over the wheels to spare both of us the stress moments... Hee.. =p But still... We learn a experience a new thing everyday.. N Lisha sooo cool!! =p Hehe...

Anyways... This week is damn tiring... Wat wif work.. CCA committee meeting.. N other stuffs... Gaaahhh.. I'm dying... But nvm... Weekends are here.. But tmr morning still got work.. -.- Turn off siaa.. Nvm nvm.. As soon as i end work tmr i'm gonna enjoy man.. =p

Hmm.. School is starting SOON!!! Damn it.. N i mean really soon.. Nxt week laa... Waaahhh... Suddenly i feel tat 3 mths past damn fast la.. Wat is tis.. I haven have enuf enjoyment yet.. Pfft...

Ok pls make sure tat i turn into a mugger tis coming sem ok... I am soo gonna be hardworking and mug my ass off.. Huahuahua.. Okok... I HOPE i will do tat... =p Oh n i love my timetable.. Hee..

Ok wait.. I just checked.. I got biz law instead of digital darkroom for my elective... -.- Sld i juz take it tis sem or juz drop it n take nxt sem.. Hmm.... But if i take biz law rite.. Den my timetable wont be so nice alr.. N den right.. It will be damn heavy cos i alr have 4 core/prescribed modules.. N all of them with a weightage of 4 AUs.. Hmm... How ah.. Ok set.. I shall drop the biz law mod when add/drop period opens on tues.. Heh.. =p Damn i didnt get digital darkroom... I was looking forward to the fun times.. Hahaha.. No exam sum more.. Tsk! Nvm la.. Shall try again nxt sem..

By the way... It gets boring not being able to post any photos or changing the fonts or color of the words.. Blogger pls stop being an ass.. Thank you very much... Pfft...